This is from my ✨cool-interesting-fascinating-kinda-maybe-book-thingy-that-ive-only-posted-a-little-bit-of-the-work-here✨
wake up
brush your teeth
go downstairs
eat
go to school
force yourself to talk
sit through seven hours of hell
go back home
eat again
sleep
congrats! you made it through the day. want an ice cream to celebrate your wonderful achievement? here, take it.
take it!
JUST FXCKING TAKE IT!
...what is it?
you expected praise so here it is.
feels like you've climbed a mountain, doesn't it? you're so tired. it feels like you're dying inside. but you know there's no one in the world that can help you. no, it's something that cannot be fixed.
what's dead is already dead.
job well done though, i must say. i know how hard it is for you to make it through each and every day.
people say the second person refers to the reader but oh god, i've always been terrible at english, so tell me, isn't there also a ONE in SECOND?
so tell yourself you're doing fine. tell yourself you're normal. you know, we could suffer in silence together, or we could also just end it there. there's always a choice.
so go back and look at that list again. tilt your head a little bit. see it now?
the mountain?
YOU ARE READING
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