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omg i just realised guys i'm not writing a letter to myself even though it's like the same amount of letters and like the same initials and everything lmao

to: K______ W___

[*pretending that they're reading this*]

uhm yeah good evening... haven't seen you in a while ig

actually if i remember correctly i didn't see you for like 4 years and then we somehow met again first online and then a few more times on-site. What a coincidence that we both somehow ended up in the same events for the same maths tuition.

Yeah... I also thought that was super awkward. Glad the feeling's mutual.

Well since you supposedly don't remember me (I mean, I know you remember me but I'm not sure if you remember the stuff we said when we were in like Year 2), let me refresh your mind ig

Yeah we first met in another tuition when we were like 6? But you were that "naughty kid" who always got banished to the corner lol. I didn't really know you then, but I knew your name of course. The teacher got so pissed that she kicked you out of her class and I never saw you in that tuition again.

But about 3 months later, I was just minding my own business in another tuition, playing with my friend (she's in the same school as me btw) when I just see someone sit next to me in the corner of my eye. And we kinda just stared at each other (not in an awkward way) and I was like "I KNOW YOU!!!!" and you're like "huh?? idk you" and I said "do you go to [first tuition's name]?" and you said "yeah I used to go" and then we got out our textbooks and you wrote something really small on your textbook and asked me "can you read it?" and i was like "no" and you wrote it larger and it was something about superman being the best or something

aaandd yeah. my friend and I would kinda bully you and I remember i always used to ask you

omg this is so embarrassing yeah let's skip this part anw it was something about love heh

and i remember my friend asked me "do you have a crush on him?" and I said "what's a crush?" and she said "do you like him a lot?" and I said yeah (i didn't like you)

We passed notes to each other during class and I didn't concentrate for like the entire year

but the next year you moved up and completely skipped a year... at first i thought you left or something but once I saw you walking back to your class alone and I stopped you. You said "My mum went to the registration office so I'm skipping a grade" and i said "you can do that??" and you said yeah

I didn't see you after that. Dropped out of that tuition at 5th grade i think

And fast forward to the end of Year 6... I was attending online maths classes from a tuition company. I had one of those good tutors that select their students but also have higher fees so most people who take classes from that tuition only attend the normal classes... I'm pretty sure you didn't have my tutor because during his introduction he only mentioned me as one of his students.

Basically we both happened to end up in the same class of the same holiday program of the same ability level of the same tuition company of the same subject etc. I remember I had my camera on to wave at my tutor after he mentioned that I was one of his students, and I just kept my camera on. It was a really small class, only 6 students I think? and I was the only one with my camera on. So I was looking down and messing with my maths notes and in the corner of my eye I just see someone turn on their camera, and I look up and see you staring intensely at me/at the screen lol

and then I look at your screen name "K______ W"

and I had this wtf expression on my face and you obviously saw it and you randomly started smiling so i turned off my camera and you kept it on

so nothing really happened for the next 3 days of the 5-day holiday program... on the last day I was finishing a question when (again) I look up and see my private chat with you blowing up... I click into it and this is what i see

you: hello

          hello

          hello

         hello

         elloh

         llohe

        lohel

        ohell

me: ???

you: hello

[moment of silence]

you: 3/48= [random maths equation]

[basically you're supposed to send your answer to the teacher via chat]

me: Don't send it to me

you: okey dokey

And obviously after that holiday program I was like "yeah that was weird asf and it'll also probably be the last time i'm ever gonna see that guy"

near the beginning of Y7 there was an event that had two parts: individual and group. And the group activity involved people getting randomly sorted into groups and I wasn't with you thank goodness.

For some reason you know [AG] who goes to my school and is in the same year as you (AKA a year above me). You guys seemed really close which is really interesting... because sure, [AG] is really extroverted, but she only knew 3-4 people in that event and for some reason you were one of them?

saw you a few months ago at a coding competition and you have a nickname for [AG] that you don't hesitate to use in front of me

and thanks for ignoring me too even though I know you saw me because [AG] and I were the only girls in the competition and we were sitting right next to each other

(that was genuine because it would've been so awkward if you came up to me in front of [AG])

Honestly I kinda wish I could forget all that stuff that happened and I kinda wish i could forget you as well. to free up some brain space you know?

umm yeah.

i really hope i don't see you again lol