gooooooood morning/afternoon/evening/night/midnight/middle of the night !!!
i'm gonna write down the things i did today because @jiniretttttttt wasn't here and i wanna tell her what i did today :3
~Ambrosia 💜
8:21am: I left the house to go to school. I brought my flute, flute book and schoolbag because i had a music presentation today.
8:29am: I arrived at school and we had Mr [name] for homeroom. I don't like him because he thinks he's really good at everything but he's not. I sat on the 3rd seat closest to the door next to 2 people who are best friends. They were looking at instagram. Then I opened my computer and played a psychological horror game and CH (see @jiniretttttttt's work "ICEBERG") sat next to me for a bit to watch me play the horror game. she touched my injection spot twice. then she went away and i left my computer on my computer case and went out of our classroom door.
8:36am: Our class went to Chapel really early because Mr [name] doesn't let us use our computers during homeroom.
Chapel: I sat on the third row at first, but then I moved to the fourth row after my friends arrived. but then @flaflare and [friend] decided that they wanted to sit behind me and then they started giggling and pretending to kick me and @NxghtXD . And then i was sad so i tried to switch seats but then they followed me so i moved back. And then I started kicking @CelestialStxr999 's chair because @CuteCelestialCats offered to give me chocolate at recess if I kicked her. during chapel Ms [name] 's thought her mic was going to cut out but it didn't. Then Mrs [name] talked about aboriginal people. She showed us pictures of magnets about oral hiegyne (how do you speel this) and then someone gave us a bible reading in old english. I knew that she was going to do the bible reading because she was sitting at the front and alone. Well she's always alone but today, especially, she was very verrrryyyyy alone. well anyway she did the bible reading that was 2 sentences and then i droned out.
Period 1: I had maths in a different room because of Year 10 & 11 exams. I sat in my usual seat at first (the right corner of the room) but then I decided to sit in the middle of the back row so that my friend could sit next to me. Then the three annoying people came late and had no seats so the most annoying person decided to sit next to me (because I knew the other 2 people in the trio so that would've been awkward). I really hate that person because she thinks she's soooo good at maths. But for all she knows, the top-10-person maths group doesn't even exist. Then she moved her desk really forward so that she was squishing her friend. And today she put on a face full of makeup and mascara. I wanted to gag in disgust. Then she shouted in the class "What's 25 squared???", and she asked me if the "s" in Heron's formula meant "slope". (She was doing a VOLUME OF A PRISM QUESTION. YOU DON'T NEED HERON'S FORMULA FOR THAT. AND THE "S" DOES NOT MEAN "SLOPE". however, it might mean "s" for her being a little Slow.) Then it turned out that my friend was absent and then someone came and asked me if the chair beside me was taken. Then she took the chair away. I did 2 lessons of my set work and then I asked someone in my class what room History is. Then I went to Period 2.
Period 2: I went the long way for History because I have no sense of direction. We learnt about Florence and the Renaissance again and I didn't really do any work. I finished learning my alphabet and numbers in Morse Code in History. Then I played Snake and beat my high score. It's 81 now. It used to be 76. CH saw me playing from the back row and when class was over she asked me what my Snake high score was. I said 81.
Recess: they talked about weird stuff as usual. Our science teacher mentioned it once last year. She had a weird fascination with the topic. @flaflare was super nice and gave me a packet of cheese and onion flavoured smiths chips. @CuteCelestialCats gave me the chocolate she owed me.
Period 3: My music presentation. I was 3rd and I played my piece L'Henriette. In the middle I stopped playing and someone thought it was the end and started clapping. When I actually finished CH said "that was really bad" and i said "yeah i know" and then I cried. But I didn't want to cry. Crying is embarrassing and stupid, which means that I am embarrassing and stupid. Then CH and the person who clapped in the middle both said sorry to me but it was okay because it wasn't their fault that I messed up. It's my own fault. And it's also my own fault for crying over something so small. Then Mr [name] my homeroom teacher told me not to be so hard on myself and it was embarrassing as fuck. Then I dug my fingernails into the fleshy part of my leg to try and focus on that pain instead. Then I reminded myself that I don't deserve emotions and that I didn't expect much anyway. Somehow... that didn't work. It always worked before. So I decided to write another part later today (like what i'm doing now) about how I might've gotten my beliefs wrong. Then I drank lots of water. On the way back to my locker with CH, I saw the friend group and I said hi.
Period 4: Geography. We didn't have the volcanoes test today. I sat next to the two best friends again. Then CH came over and she sat next to me. she said "I feel kinda bad for you you look like a loner". Yeah i feel bad for myself too. how can a human possibly be this? am I even a human? Then we played horror games together for the rest of Geography. Someone in my class said "I told everyone it was Friday the 13th today and no one understood what i meant". I do. I understand what you mean. but of course I didn't say it out loud because she's a popular kid and she hates me. I think I will fail the volcanoes test next Friday.
Lunch: I had chicken nuggets with blood for lunch. I didn't want to do maths today. So I watched youtube shorts and instagram reels on @NxghtXD 's computer. My favourite reel was: I "like to collect the tattooed corpses of dead trees and display them in my room". I like instagram. But not so much that I want to get it.
1:29pm: We went in the library and I did a quick study session with my friend who's also doing MacRob tomorrow. I don't think I'll get into MacRob, but that's okay because I never wanted to do MacRob anyway. I stole my friend's money because I was reading her tuition ppt's. I realised that I might actually have a chance at doing well in the maths section. But yayayya i get to see @jiniretttttttt and my other friend tomorrow for the exam!!
Period 5: Drama. I got paired up with one of the best friends, which they're really sad about. That's because I was sitting next to them during the pairing. Then we had 20 minutes to come up with a play that included all 3 dialogues. Me and the girl spent half of that time trying to come up with a scenario. Then we kind of flunked it. Then our class got our drama costume designs back and I got a C. But that's okay because it's only the third C i've gotten in drama (I've gotten B's for all the other assignments). When I walked back with CH I saw the friend group again. I ran past them because I know they don't like CH. Well I don't either but I'd rather not be a loner because then I'll get bullied even more. Well, one of my friends from the other class were presenting their music piece to the class too.
Period 6: English. We're doing drama fest. CH sat next to me again and we played more horror games because I need to build up my fear tolerance so that I can play in more scarier escape rooms.
3:14pm (pi time!!): @jiniretttttttt came online and we talked about what positions we should be for the play. She said "i'll just do what you do" and i said "but i'm doing what you're doing" and then i sent a reverse icon and she sent an uno reverse card and then the teacher said we could pick our positions next lesson. And that was the whole school day!!
6:10pm (Now): I took a shower before and i saw nail marks on my legs, which is explainable, but I feel alright I guess. I love Wednesday Addams. Part 1's coming out 2 days after my bday on a Wednesday and I can't wait :D and then I can talk about it with my sister because she loves Wednesday too!!! 💜💜
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