Gary and Libby - Take One

Chapter Forty One

"Get off me Gary!" I hiss as his hands slip under my skirt for the second time today, however this time his grip isnt playful, he wants to hurt me. He actually wants to hurt me!
"Tell me you dont want me!" He snarls into my ear. I cant. It would be lying. I dowant him, thats the problem. I really do. "Tell me you dont fucking want me then!"
"What the fuck is wrong with you Gary?" I snarl. Are you kidding Libby? Are you just trying to see how far you can push him?!
"Im fucking angry. That what!" His hands loose my thighs and grip my arms tightly. "What did i say id do if you gave me attitude again?!"
"I dont know...." I bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from laughing.
"Are you laughing at me?" His eyes widen. Oh shit i think ive made him more angry. LIBBY STOP LAUGHING FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.
"Im a whore?" I mutter, nearly under my breath.
"Yes Libby, you're a fucking Whore." Gary snarls, taking yet another step closer to me so our bodies are pressed together against the wall. I lock my gaze with his. His grips my arms even tighter when i begin to drop to my knees without a word, but he doesnt stop me. I continue to look up at him, my eyes innocent as i slowly unfasten his jeans. I cant help but notice hes already hard. Very hard.

"Whore..." I mouth it at him, shrugging my shoulder as i remove his erection. His hands instantly find their way into my hair and he tugs viciously, but doesnt stop me doing what im doing. I run my tongue along the under side of his shaft. He doesnt say anything, but i watch as his eyes close slowly. I do it again, flicking my tounge over at his tip. This time is fingers knot even tighter in my hair.
"Whore..." He hisses through gritted teeth, but for the first time in fifteen minuets i think i can see the smallest trace of a smile skimming the corners of his mouth.
"If you say so..." I mutter, before engulfing his length into my mouth. A straggled moan pushes its way past Garys lips as i take him by surprise. His hands move with my head as i continue to suck at a steady pace.
"Lib." He hisses. His head tipped back so i cant see his facial expression. "Oh shit Libby!"
I ignore him and continue, my hand gently fisting the part of his erection that my mouth hasnt reached.
"Yes...Yes, Libby..." Gary moans softly, i feel him harden again so i know hes close. Quickly i pull my hand away and push him as far into my mouth as i can until he hits the back wall of my throat.
"Arrgh, Fuck! Lib! Yes Libb!" He groans loudly this time, before i feel his warm liquid hit my throat, i pull back a little, enabling me to swallow. I rest my hand against Garys thighs as i continue to swallow, load after load.
When i know hes finished, i pull away and stand up, offering him a small, apologetic smile. Knowing full well thats hes too weak to stop me doing anything right now I take advantage of my situation and pick up the the yellow bikini before heading out of the room. Leaving Gary panting against the wall.

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The next time i see Gary is when he comes out over to the sun loungers, about three quarters on an hour later. Hes just strolling over to me, i notice hes dressed in his white swimming trunks, which come just below the knee, but they look like shorts. Hes got a light blue shirt on, with the two top and two bottom buttons undone, the long sleeves are rolled up to just above his elbows so i can see those beautiful arms...he looks hot. It doesnt matter how pissed off with him i am. He looks hot. I cant deny it. Hes wearing a pair of black flip-flops and a pair of sunglasses are perched on the top of his head, his hair is damp. He must have just had a shower.
He reaches me and stands uneasily over my sun lounger.
"Erm." He swallows hard as he looks down at me. "I, erm, i thought we might go and get something to eat?" He shifts from foot to foot. Is he nervous?! Holy Fuck, Gary Barlow's nervous! When i dont answer he carries on.
"...Erm, theres a nice place about five minuets walk. -We dont have to go! If you're not up to it. Obviously!"
"Fine." I answer abruptly, getting off the sun lounger and heading towards the villa. I feel Garys eyes burning into my back as i walk away from him.

Half an hour later i meet Gary at the bottom of the stairs where hes waiting for me. I havent gone for anything fancy just a floaty little floral dress and my sandals.
"Ready?" Gary smiles shyly. He offers me his arm, but i ignore it.
"We need to talk Gary." I turn round to face him before i open the front door. He sighs inwardly, he knew this was coming.
"I know. Lib, i know." He rubs his freshly shaven chin with a hand and sighs. "Here? Or at the restaurant?"
"Here." I reply shortly. "I dont want to make a scene in public."
Gary nods understandingly, gesturing through to the living room.
I take a seat on one of the arm chairs, Gary sits opposite.
"I suppose i should start by telling you how sorry i am..." I murmurs, looking me in the eye. His legs are open and hes leaning forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
"Suppose?" I mock his tone. For Gods sake Libby. Act like an adult for once!
"No." Gary swallows. "I dont mean that. I mean i am sorry. Im so sorry Libby. I shouldnt have acted like that, it was wrong. So wrong. Libby if you want to go now, just go. Please just go now and dont drag this out."
I put my face i my hands and take a deep breath, before sitting back in the chair. "The thing is Gary...Ive never, in these last six months, felt scared of you. Ever. But you scared me earlier. Honestly, you really did. And." I stop and think about what im about to say. "...And if this is what you're going to be like everytime we have a minor disagreement, well, then i dont kow if i want to be around when something really serious happens...." I trail off, staring Gary in the eye.
"Baby," He edges closer to me, i dont pull away. "I swear." He holds his up above his head. "Baby, i swear. Never again." He drops his head into his lap, when he lifts it again i can see something in his eyes. Is he hurt? "I never meant to scare you. Not really. I dont want you to be frightened of me! That no way to be in a relationship...And the thought, the thought of the fact that you think i would hurt you...Libby...I dont know what you say. I could never hurt you. Ever. I love you, i love you so much and i dont want to loose you. I could never do anything that would mean id loose you...Libby dont leave me. Please dont leave me. I love you. More than ive ever loved anyone. Please?"
I feel tears threatening to fall. Whats he talking about? I couldnt leave him. Ever. Even if i wanted to. Theres no way.
"Im not going anywhere Gary." I choke back, just about managing to sustain composure. He sighs openly.
"Oh Libby. Thank god!" He breathes, moving forward to take my hands in his, "I thought id fucked it up. I thought id fucked it all up. Baby, it wont happen again. Ever. I swear to you."
"I know." I murmur, im sure there was something i wanted to say, but i cant remember what now. I just want him, i just want to hold him. I dont want to go out anymore, i just want to stay and hold him in my arms all night and tell him how much i love him, how much he means to me. Because he does, he means the world...
"Come here you dick head." I give him a small smile. "Come and love me." I open my arms and hes dragged me to my feet within a flash of light, holding me tightly, protectively, lovingly. Like he never wants to let me go. And right now, i dont think i ever do want him to let me go.