Broken

Chapter 36

We have finally set a date for our date and I was super excited Andre's and I first official date as an exclusive couple. I'm excited but nervous at the same time; he was in Europe now shooting a few scenes for a movie and would be back Friday morning. He had cleared the air with his mother and they were on good terms now and all was well.

I ate my breakfast with a smile plastered on my lips and my eyes danced. I was in the greatest mood, Andre just called well he called really early and we talked for hours about nothing and everything. My meant to be, that was what he was. I finished my breakfast and waited for Maria to drive out so we could go. She looked pissed off and it kind of put a damper on my mood.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Ryan the nerve." She screeched.

"What does he want?" I asked.

"To get back together." She pressed the gas.

"Why?" I asked.

"Said Raymond couldn't make me feel like he did." She rant.

"What did you say?" I asked.

"The only thing I felt was pain, bitter, betrayal and hate. He is convince I still love him." She chuckled.

"Well are you?" I asked.

"Hell no I deserve better than a low down dirty womanizing scum." She continued ranting. "Can't believe he was my first."

"Well tell him to come kiss you lower posterior." I told her.

"I did." He smiled.

"I have taught you well young Jedi." I smiled. "Just ignore him. He'll get the message." I told her.

"I am. Anyways, sister I have always wanted a sister." She nudged me.

"Oh."

"You and Andre will make beautiful babies." She squealed.

"I just turned seventeen and he is almost nineteen we can't really think about having children right now, plus my father would kill him." I wasn't joking my father would murder him and hide his body.

"All right I'll wait." She sighed and she parked in the school yard.

"Thank you." I smiled and got out.

"Raymond." She yelled and pounced on him and they totally needed a house for their actions.

"Gross." I yelled at them.

"Don't be jealous Daniella." Ryan poked me as he and Beth shoved their tongues in each other mouth. Emma and Ramone stood close almost kissing and I was all alone again no Anna today to keep my company and gag at their actions. She has an ultrasound today.

"God will you guys give it a rest?" I asked, they looked glued together.

"Mhmm." They moaned and I just walked off grossing me out. My classes were uneventful but I stayed in them until lunch time which contained my favorite pass time. The gang was being and mushy and grossed me out.

"If you guys going to continue like this I am leaving." I told them, they were feeding each other.

"Love is in the air." Emma said and smiled.

"Everyone's doing it, you need to get on board." Ramone smiled at Emma.

"You have all lost your minds." I sighed and began eating.

"I got a question for you Daniella." Ramone said.

"Shoot." I told him.

"How are you going to manage Andre?" He asked.

"Manage what?" I asked confused it's the second time I'm being asked this.

"Him." He looked down and I looked down too.

"What?" I asked.

"He's asking how you are going to manage Andre in bed." Beth said and my skin turned beet red.

"He is way taller than you and you look like a well-developed twelve year old." Ryan said.

"I don't look like twelve I look like fourteen." I said.

"Fine fourteen, but he is big." Maria chipped in, this is weird. "He is my brother and I walked in his room once and I was stunned." She told me.

"Don't scare her." Emma elbowed Ramone.

"She needs to be prepared." Beth said.

"Prepared for what?" I asked.

"Your first time." Maria said.

"Oh my god I don't want to talk about it." I covered my ears.

"It hurts the first time, you and Andre need to talk about it." Raymond said.

"No when the time comes it comes and he knows I'm waiting." I told him.

"All right but talk to him about it." Emma said.

"Wait is everyone here having sex but me?" I asked, they took a while then said yes, even Emma.

"Emma how could you? Now I'm riding solo." I bowed my head.

"It just happened." She smiled at Ramone.

"You need to get on the wagon." Beth nodded.

"No thank you." I frowned, Andre understood that I was waiting for marriage and if he can't wait them he can leave it just means he's not meant to be. "Hurrah to virgins." I yelled at got some weird looks and a few people made noise with me. "I'm not alone." I smiled.

"For now." Beth muttered.

"Can we not talk about sex anymore?" I asked.

"Sure, but your day will come." Emma smiled.

"It will but not anytime soon." I smiled. I knew little about sex Tiffany was paid to tell me not to have sex because it hurt and it comes with complication but she didn't say that. She told me sex is good but if I wasn't ready I shouldn't do it and that I should do it with someone I love and trusted and planned to stay with like how she planned to stay with Daniel.

So no sex for me and I made a vow that I would never be pressured into doing it. Plus I was a leader not a follower so no intimacy between Andre and I.