Magcon Princess 2

Chapter 7 Anger

Yesterday was such a long day. Luke had to go to some meeting this morning, so I left. I just got home, and I am not looking forward to it. I am really angry still, but Luke calmed me down a lot. Still you don't want to annoy me right now because I would probably rip your head off. I just want to take a nice hot shower to think about everything..

Quietly I made my way up to Matt's room to see him. He was still asleep, so I walked over to him and carefully kissed his forehead.

"Love you Matt," I whispered then walked into my room.

I stripped out of Luke's clothes, and turned on the shower. Showering calms me down a lot, and gets me thinking about everything. The hot water hit my skin making me get goosebumps just for a small second till I got use to it. I did all of my normal shower stuff, and got out. Today is going to be a laid back day, so for my outfit I am going to wear black leggings, a raglan shirt that says 'Nine One f***ing one', and red converse. This has to be my favorite shirt referring to Cam. Then I blow dried my hair, put it up, and curled my pony tail. No makeup today.

Madisyn Espinosa@MaddieEspinosa: The shower helps calm me down..

I need to make this weeks YouTube video. I think I am going to make a cover. A song that is relating to how I feel. A Taylor Swift song.

All of my video equipment is already set up. It always is. I grabbed my guitar, and pushed record.

"Hey guys its the Maddie Espinosa with this weeks video. A lot of things have been happening in my life right now, so I am going to make this weeks video a cover. Also if you know what my shirt is from props to you." I smirked trying not to laugh.

"It is one of my favorite throw back, and it is Better Than Revenge by Taylor Swift. She is my favorite.

  The story starts when it was hot and it was summer and...
I had it all, I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say "sabotage"
I never saw it coming, wouldn't have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
She's not a saint
And she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known
For the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys
On the playground won't
Make you many friends
She should keep in mind
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge
She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever-present frown is a little troubling
And she thinks I'm psycho 'cause I like to rhyme her name with things
But sophistication isn't what you wear or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
They wouldn't teach you that in prep school so it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
She's not a saint
And she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known
For the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys
On the playground won't
Make you many friends
She should keep in mind
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge
I'm just another thing for you
To roll your eyes at, honey
You might have him but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you
To roll your eyes at, honey
You might have him but I always get the last word
Whoa
She's not a saint
And she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known
For the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys
On the playground won't
Make you many friends
She should keep in mind
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing?
'Cause I don't think you do. Oh.
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing?
I don't think you do
I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
Come on show me how much better you are
So you deserve some applause 'cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say 'sabotage'."