Grow With Me (BWWM)

Chapter 17

I woke up with Austin's arm around me and a rose petal on my face. I wipe it off my face as I hear a snore from Austin. I move Austin's arm off of me and see the trail of rose petals that lead to the bathroom. I open the door and see a sticky note.

"Dear Zoe,
If you are reading this it means you didn't get to take the rose petal bath with the Barcelona candles you said you loved from Bath and Body Works. But you can still have it now but sadly you would have to put it together yourself.

Love Austin."

"That was sweet of him." I thought out loud.

I looked around the bathroom looking for the rose petals and the candles. I lit the candles and started the bath. Seeing that I had sometime I walked out of the bathroom to see Austin trying to rub the sleep out of his eyes. His green eyes looked up at me and suddenly that forest came to mind. That dreadful and beautiful forest.

"Good morning beautiful." Austin said getting out of bed.

"Good morning wolf man." I said in response.

"Wolf man?" Austin asked laughing.

"I don't know what nickname to give you yet." I said sanding on my tippy toes and wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Anything but wolf man." He stated.

I shook my head and kissed his chin. Remembering the bath I ran back to the bathroom to turn it off. I could feel him behind me before he laid his hands on my shoulders. Slowly and nicely he massaged my neck and shoulders.

"Do you mind if I join, Dragonste?" Convel whispered into my ear.

"I- I ddd don't know about t-that." I stuttered.

His hot breath on my neck and his rough hand massaging me deeply. My mind couldn't help but wonder what our time would be like. Would we start slow and passionate or rough and sexy. I bit my lip at the thought.

"I know what your wondering my love and it depends on is it with me or him." Convel said seductively.

I started breathing heavily and I could feel that Alidia wanted to do something that I would regret later. Convel moved his hands down my arms and rested them on my hips. Convel started to kiss behind my ear and went down from my neck. He wrapped his arms around my stomach and pulled me closer.I could feel his hand move from my stomach to behind my back. The back of his hand rubbed against my back slowly when I heard a quiet groan. I quickly step away from Convel to see him rubbing his crouch.

"Get out." I whispered.

"What?" Either Convel or Austin said trying to reach out for me.

"GET OUT NOW!" I screamed at , looking at his eyes I realized it was Austin, Austin.

My eyes became watery and a tear threatened to fall. Austin left the bathroom before I began sitting on the cold marble floor. Why am I even crying? I could've continued and I would've made Convel happy.

'But would you be happy? During yes but after you would be in the same room same position and just like now you would be crying.' Alidia said.

'Have you been "hurt" before I was awaken?' Alidia asked.

"No." I whispered.

I heard a knock on the door " Zoe are you okay, it's me Luna." Luna said.

"You can come in." I said wiping my face.

"Oh my baby are you okay?" She asked hugging me.

"I'll be fine." I breathed out.

"Tell me what happened." She said looking into my eyes deeply.

"I was about to take a bath when Convel came up to me a massaged my shoulders, kissed behind my ear and on my neck, and then holding me close. Suddenly I hear him groan and I turn around to see him rubbing his pants roughly." I said.

"You weren't ready?" Luna asked.

"No I wasn't."

"You should talk to Austin I'll stay if you need back up."

"Okay." I said getting off the floor and going out the bathroom.

I could see Austin with his hands in his hair. He looked up at me with a half sorry half mad look on his face. I looked into his eyes, they were a dark green. I don't know who I'm talking to.

"Why did you have to freak out!?" He, they, I don't know, said while pushing me onto the wall and trapping me with his arm on each side of my body.

"I wasn't ready okay." I whispered.

"You weren't ready huh? Then someone most of lied when they told me you slept with you last boyfriend a month after dating him. But I ,your mate, have to wait." he said.

"Is that all you want from me, sex? Also are you trying to call me a slut?" I asked.

"I don't know, am I?" He said leaning closer to me.

Angered I slapped him and a growl escaped his lips. Suddenly I growled back louder then the growl I got. My teeth started to hurt but I continued to show that I wasn't going down. He tried to hold my chin and I bit his hand.

"I'm (breath), leaving (breath)." I said truly angry.

"Me or here." he asked.

"Both."