Grow With Me (BWWM)

Chapter 28- Teasing and Jealousy

I was almost headed out the door when he said it. My heart beat quickened my thoughts were going a mile a minute. What is that supposed to mean?

"Austin, what's going on?" I asked turning towards his tall figure.

I thought back to when he came to my school parking lot. His tired and pale features. The pale lips, the dark and baggy eyes. His tan skin looking like the life was taken from it. His green eyes not as bright as they normally are. I was so stuck on the thought that I was seeing him again to actually look at him.

"Are you sick?" I asked, a whimper sound through my head.

"Very." he chuckled sadly.

"How long have you been sick?"

"Awhile."

"Is it because I left?"

That little pain in my chest spread to almost my whole torso. As if something inside of my was going into shock. I held on tightly to myself wrapping my arms around my chest.

"I'm such an idiot. Why did I leave you?" I paused looking up at Austin "You're such an idiot. Why did you not tell me?" I swatted his arm. He stood quietly then realization hit me. "Did you come see me because you don't have much time left?" I asked nervously.

"No I would never do that?" He held on tightly to my shoulders.

"Then why?"

"I missed you. Your smile, your eyes, how soft your lips were, how you said my name. I miss every inch of your body and how it felt on my  finger tips. I left you waiting for 4 years and I'm sorry. I will do anything to get all that I missed back. I will worship the ground you walk on. I wont even talk to another woman. Even though I don't deserve you I will try my hardest so it will at least seem like I do." He hands had trailed from my shoulders to my back down to my hips. He pulled close to his warm body.

That was a pretty good I want you back speech. I knew it, Alidia knew it, Austin knew it and you might think so too. With that in mind and his hands on my hips pulling me closer and closer to his body you could imagine I was between a rock and a hard place. I let my hand travel around his scruff and down to his neck. I pulled myself up and wrapped my legs around him pressing my hips into his. A quite moan came out of his mouth.

My hips were softly grinding into his as his head was leaned back. His arms tightening around me. I leaned in a bit and kissed at his pulse slowly. He growled and I smiled to myself. I stopped grinding and kissing his neck suddenly. He looked back at me confused.

"Where are your ties?" I asked innocently. He said he would do anything so I'll give him something to do. He let me stand back up on the ground and pointed towards his top drawer. I jogged over to it and picked a random one. It was a simple black tie. Before I turned around to face him I got an idea.

"Nothing but underwear and on the bed by the time I get to you." An evil smile was sprawled across me face.I heard quick shuffling of clothes and his belt before the sound of a body landing roughly on a bed. I turned around and walked towards him.

"You really want to make it up to me?" I asked straddling Austin.

He shook his head yes. I wrapped the tie around his eyes and tied it tightly. He laid there not knowing what to do with the situation. I licked from his collar bone to his pulse and his and nipped at it. His hands gripped tightly at the bed. I crawled down so my hips were meeting his semi-hard member and my face was at his stomach.

Okay maybe I didn't think this little plan through. His member pressing against me made me feel something in the pit of my stomach. He growled baring his teeth as I slowly lifted my hips off of him. That growl made a small pool form in between my legs. I bit my lip sitting back down making sure a moan didn't come out of my mouth. 

"Zoe," He groaned out. "please just do something already, your killing me."

I bit areas of his chest and stomach, taking my time to make sure each bite left a mark on his grade A body. I stopped and admired my work before fully getting up and off of him and heading for the door.

"God I am starving. I'm heading out to the kitchen, want anything?" I asked halfway out  the door.

"Wait, Zoe you can just leave a guy like this." He started getting out of bed "Wait where are you? Did you already leave?" His arms stretched out feeling for his surroundings "Ow my foot!" He exclaimed after ramming his foot into a wall.

I quickly made my way out and headed for the kitchen. When I made it Ross was sitting at the island drinking from a whiskey cup. Once he noticed I was there he put the cup down and hid his body in front of it in one swift motion.

"I'm in college Ross, I've seen alcohol before." I said sitting next to him.

"Well your still a young girl in love to me." He said smiling still hiding the cup.

I leaned onto his shoulder sighing. Ross wrapped his arm around my shoulder pulling me in for a sorry excuse of a hug.

"So Austin told you about him being sick." Ross guessed.

"He'll get better right?"

I don't know what I would do if that wasn't the case. I would probably become some couch potato at Shaun and Eliza's place. They would have no idea why I would be that upset for someone who let me be alone for four years and probably try to talk me out of my sadness.

"As long as your around he'll get better."

We sat quietly for a few minutes the smell of Ross' cologne and the smell of his whiskey mixing in my nose. I enjoyed the smell, like how some people enjoy the smell of cigars. Just something appealing about it.

"Austin's an idiot." Ross said randomly.

"I agree but kind of random." I laughed.

"I'm serious. Zoe you're great and beautiful. Austin is sick because Convel missed you so much. So the fact that even after he saw that you were miserable he still didn't-" Ross started but was interrupted.

"He saw before this afternoon?" I asked.

"Yeah multiple times throughout the years actually. Once he saw you were miserable he thought you wouldn't want to see him again. I told him that was stupid and crazy because you love him."

"What made him want to actually talk to me instead of just seeing me?"

"He saw you with that guy. What's his name? Shaun I think."