This is really happening | Haylor

Why we always gotta fight?!

''You what!!??'' said Harry laughing but also looking quite confused.

''I....I..'' I muttered but even a minute of awkward silence later, no reason for what I had just said came out.

Harry sighed clearly giving up on me.

''You know it don't matter, come on'' he said as he started walking in front of me very fast.

I skipped to get back next to him as he walked way quicker than me. I walked looking at the ground the whole way to Emma's house feeling embarrassed about what I had said.

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Me and Harry were walking back home together after dropping Emma back home after the pizza place.

''So what do you do around here?'' he asked breaking the silence.

''Uhm... not much, usually I just stay at home'' I replied shrugging.

''Ahh'' said Harry.

''Uhm.... sooo what's the deal with you and Josh'' he continued, asking.

This question took me by surprise and he noticed by the face expression I gave him.

''I have no god damn idea'' I said feeling both dissapointement and anger to the fact that I had no idea what I was doing with Josh.

''Cool'' he replied awkwardly.

''What's so god damn cool about that??!!'' I said harshly.

''Nothing my gosh, calm down!''

''Really!!?? cause I'm fucking exhausted, I'm supposed to be his girlfriend but we're practically just friends!'' I blurted out.

''Girl I don't know, I'm not a relationship kind of person!"

''I realized!'' I replied.

''Maybe you and me shouldn't talk, we just start shouting at each other for no reason'' said Harry.

''What?'' I asked confused and kind of hurt.

''You and me always argue for nothing and I don't like it!''

''That's because you're always mean to me!'' I said furiously.

''I'm not, this is me if u don't like it than fuck off!''

''Fine than! watch me fuck the fuck off!!'' I shouted walking away from him.

''Ahh okay so you don't need me now then!!??'' he shouted back at me.

''Ugh'' I said as I kept walking home.

''You're so god damn temperamental'' he shouted but I decide to not acknowledge his existence.

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It had been a week since the pizza thing and me and Harry hadn't spoken at all. We met when our friends hung out but he pretended I wasn't there even though I would catch him looking at me from time to time. I pretended he wasn't there either, clearly he didn't want to be friends and there wasn't much I could do. We fought when we talked so I guess that was our last conversation. I just don't understand why we're so up in each others faces every time we socialize, maybe its just a mix of the past and the present and unresolved feelings.

It was about 10:00pm that Tuesday night, both my parents and brother were asleep and I was per usual in my room on my laptop doing whatever I do, when I heard a noise on my bedroom window. At first I ignored it but then I heard a second noise so I ran to my window and peeked outside to see what the hell was going on, it was dark but I swear I saw a figure moving, the street lights were kinda on and in the dimmest of lights I could see, it was him.

''What the hell is he doing here?'' I muttered to myself.

I opened the window.

''Dude what the hell!?'' I asked feeling quite shocked.

''Come down here Taytay'' he said plainly.

''NO!''

'YES! u have to!'' he said.

''why?!!'' I questioned.

''Because....why does there always gotta be a reason with you? you gotta go into the details of everything, just shut up and come with me!''

I looked at my laptop on the bed and back at the boy waiting for me outside. Adventure I thought. U have to Tay.

'What if your parent's catch you!??' said good girl Tay from the back of my head.

'So what! it be worth it' said a much more appealing voice.

It was like the two voices were fighting against each other inside my head, inside my heart and inside my stomach.

''Give me 5 mins!!'' I whispered to him as his eyes gave out a sparkle and he flashed a dimpled smile.

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Uhm ..... so I know this is quite a short chapter but I wanna see if anyone will actually wanna continue reading this since I haven't updated in ages..... but anyhoo I will update this anyway cause my best friend Martina likes it so it's for her haha and obviously anyone who wants to read it! :) xxxxx