This is really happening | Haylor

The Kiss

His lips were very cold, unlike mine. I placed both my hands around his neck and he pulled me closer wrapping both his arms tightly around me, not letting me go at any moment. I thought I would just peck him, give him one kiss and then let go but I just couldn't. I kept kissing him because it was all I wanted to do and all I cared about at the time. Time seemed to stop and he didn't seem like he wanted to let me go. After a few minutes I pulled away smiling.

''I really should go.'' I whispered.

''No.'' he groaned pushing his lips back on mine.

I let out a slight giggle even though my lips were attached to his.

His hands started crawling up my back and into my hair, messing up my ponytail until my hair was loose. He was pulling on my hair and I felt like moaning but I stopped myself. As amazing as this was I didn't want him to notice how weak I was and because of this I had to push him away and grasp for air.

Harry gave out a chuckle.

''Sorry.'' I whispered with a giggle.

He smiled and started stroking my face. This was definitely more passionate then I ever expected it to be.

''I should go.'' I repeated.

''Why do you want to leave so bad?'' he asked softly.

''I'm scared someone will notice I'm not home.''

Harry nodded and slowly unwrapped his arms from me, letting me go. I placed my hand on the back of my neck as it hurt.

''Okay I should head back then.'' I spoke slightly blushing.

''Yeah.'' He said.

I smiled thinking whether or not I should hug him or kiss him goodbye.

''Okay bye.''

''Bye.'' He said with a chuckle still looking at me.

I was slightly drowsy.

''Do you want me to walk with you?'' he asked seeing that I just wouldn't leave.

''Yeah.'' I giggled.

Harry walked me to my window. This time I quickly hugged him goodbye and went inside. I hurriedly strolled up stairs and inside my room switching my night light on before falling on the bed. To be safe I quickly changed into my PJ'S before slowly walking down stairs to get some water. I walked quickly back up stairs and slipped under the sheet. I couldn't help not think of what I just did. I was on cloud nine.

Then it hit me. What the hell did I just do? What did it mean to him? What did it mean to me? What was I even thinking? Are things going to change? I both want them to and not want them to. A voice in the back of my head stopped me. I would just talk to Selena about this; she would definitely help me out.

A few moments later I must have passed out because I don't remember.

-

The next day I met with Selena at the beach. It was a lovely day and I couldn't wait to have a dip in the ocean. I played what I should say to Selena a couple of times in my head but I knew that when I got there I would mess it all up. I knew that when I told her what happened she would laugh and say 'I told you so.'

When we met we instantly dropped our bags and jumped into the water. After a little swim and a lot of splashing water in each other's faces we decided to get back up on the sand, as per usual Selena was starving.