Shhh...It's a secret. (Jc Caylen Fanfiction)

Chapter 22

Devin's POV

It's so cold. The house is so quiet and lonely. I am glad. He hurt me. Everyone will. It's safe to just keep everyone out.

My phone goes off on my bed side table. I ignore it. I close my eyes and let everything leave my mind. I'm forced to open up my eyes because I have the reoccurring image of Blake raping fog my mind.

Every damn time I close them.

I haven't slept for days. I haven't moved for that matter.

My phones goes off again. I ignore it. That's the fourth time in the last 20 minutes. It seems odd.

I finally decide to look. I'm so weak it takes all my effort to turn over and unplug my phone. Brayden and Shawn have called so many times. Why should I answer? They are just gonna try and tell me everything's okay and that I'm safe. But no. I am far from same and okay. Once you get raped one the men think you are easy to rape. It'll happen again.

Buzz...

"Leave me alone!" I scream into my silent house.

"What, what the hell do you want?" I blare at Brayden through my cell phone.

"You need to stop being so selfish. I get it, you were raped. You're my Best friend and when your hurt I'm hurt too! But you can't block everyone else out! Chase tried to kill himself. He thought you didn't love him! because all you have been doing is shutting him out and acting like he's the monster. HE LOVES YOU AND HES NOT THE MONSTER!" I hear her panting through the phone.

"Wait. He, killed himself?" My lip started to quiver and I started to cry. The tears were unstoppable.

"He tried to. The most he did, was loose three pints of blood and black out. If you even give one little shit about him, I suggest you get your ass down here and be here for him. That's all I have to say."

"Is he okay?! IS HE OKAY!" I pleaded but she had killed the line and I was only yelling to the cyberspace of nothing. My heart was pumping, my eyes fogging and being smothered in tears. I threw myself out of bed and ran. I ran out of the house, down the streets, all I wanted was to get out of here.

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I stopped. Not realizing my mind took me to him.

Brayden's POV

I honestly didn't think she would come. I watched her come running from the streets below the window. She stopped and looked like she was confused on why she was here.

I wouldn't care if she left. I understand that being raped is terrible, and that it scars you for life, but it's been a week and she hasn't done anything but lay in her bed.

Chase is doing good. He has attempted to cut himself by ripping out his IV but I stopped him before he could do it.

"Hello?" I answered my phone.

"I miss you babygirl."

"Jc, I miss you too. What are you up to?"

"Well I found out that Panic! At The Disco was coming to our town tomorrow. I had found this out a few months ago and I went ahead and got the tickets. I wanted to wait until the last moment possible to tell you. You're coming to see Panic! At The Disco with my tomorrow!"

I was shocked. He knew I absolutely loved Panic! At The Disco.

"Baby, oh my gosh you're so sweet. Of course I'm gonna go!" I laughed. I haven't laughed in a while.

"I love you sunshine"

"I love you more"

I haven't seen him in a long time. I feel like the worst girlfriend. I can't keep doing this. I need a bit of happiness in my life. This past month has sucked. These past months I've cried more than I ever have. I've lost my strength. I've lost my hope. But I still have Jc.

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"Chase!" Devin comes running in the room. She's crying and out of breath.

Startled, Chase sits up and he cries when he looks at Devin. "I love you." She whispers. "I do. Please don't even think about doing that again. I will always love you" I walk out of the room. Let them reunite.

I go home to get some sleep. I'm so tired. I call Jc and ask him to take me home. I didn't have a car here. When Jc dropped me off he kissed me and said goodbye.

I should do my homework. I haven't been to school in a long ass time. I've been worried about Chase and Devin and I haven't gone for a while. I open my laptop and start typing my essay on what happened. Whenever you have been absent, you have to type a paper on why you were absent. Jc is so gay making people to that.

I looked at the clock in the top corner of the laptop screen. 1:47. So much for getting sleep. I keep typing, that is until blood slashes down on my keyboard. What? I reach my fingers up to my nose. My nose is bleeding. This is the first time I've ever had a nose bleed. I walk to the bathroom and bunch up some toilet paper. I tilt my head down over the sink so I don't key blood on the tile. This is so weird. I've never has a nose bleed. Ever. I don't know what caused it. It's not dry outside, I've heard that causes them.

After all the blood is cleaned up I crawl back into bed. "What causes nose bleeds.." I quietly mumble to myself. I pull up the first link.

"Inability of the blood to clot is most often because of blood-thinning drugs such as warfarin or aspirin. Liver disease can also interfere with blood clotting. Abnormal blood vessels or cancers in the nose are rare causes of nosebleeds. Okay well this literally says the worst things possible." I shake it off my mind and put my laptop away. Leaning over, clicking off the light, I whisper a thank you. A thank you to God for giving me another day.

A/N hey sorry this chapter isn't very interesting and it kinda sucks but I and probably gonna have a few fillers leading up to something big. Love yall