A Baby For Kydd

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There they were. She was only wearing her skinny jeans and underwear. He was just in a pair of boxers. She could stop now. She could she could get up and walk away.
But it was like a drug. And she couldn't get away. He was an addictive drug..
He unbutton her skinny jeans and slipped them off. She blushed red. He slipped her underwear off he leaned forward and kissed her neck, he nibbled on her neck a bit.
Her bare body rubbed against him.
And then she felt it..

Her mind raced. He held her close. And she could feel his breath against her neck. Had she really done that? Had she really made love to Cobain? As she laid there with her legs intertwined with his. She wondered what happens next.
They had been cuddling like this for a while and she didn't want it to stop.
Just as she was planning every moment on from this bed her phone rang. Of course her mother would call her.
She ignored it.
They both jumped up and got dressed.
She fixed her hair and makeup.
She was okay...

They got into the car and he pulled out.
Her mom called again she answered.
" Mom! I'm so sorry the movie ran late. We are on our way."
Her mother said very little but enough for Kydd to know she was upset.

As she walked into the house her parents stood there both there arms crossed.
Her father spoke first " We gave you a later curfew and you pushed it. He knows your current curfew. As of this moment you are grounded. March your butt upstairs. "
When she reached her room she couldn't help but smile. Yeah it was true. She was grounded but nothing could ruin her mood. She just experienced the most amazing moment in a relationship. She had expressed her love for Cobain.
And it was every way she had imagined. And even though it hurt. She told herself she would loved every second of it.
Even as they kissed each other goodnight everything felt different. Not bad different but good different.

" So? "
It was Monday morning and Cobain was asking her what happened. They hadn't spoken since Friday night. Her phone got taken away.
" So..?"
" Come on baby girl, did you get in trouble for missing curfew? "
She rolled her eyes.
" Yes! 1 week no phone and no dates. "
He pulled her close and kissed her lips.
" Ouch! What are we going to do now? "
She laughed.
And he whispered " If only this school didn't have so many places we could sneak off to.. "
He pulled her into a closet. Pulling her close they kissed.

As he walked her to class he handed her a phone.
" Use the green app to text me."
She sat in homeroom texting him. As well as the rest of the classes. By the time she got to gym she needed a Cobain fix..
But Cobain wasn't there. Since his accident she worried more than usual about him. She texted him. He read it but he didn't respond. Well he was alive. A gut wrench thought popped into her mind..
Was he with another girl?
The final bell rang and class had started.
Could this be happening?
The door opened and he came in. He walked into the locker room. She didn't see him come out until after they started playing kickball.
He walked over to her his eyes were red and he was just smiling.
" Cobain is high. "
She turned around and saw Taylor sitting behind her.
She laughed " Typical Cobain.. "
No! She thought he wouldn't.
She grabbed his hand and snuck out of the gym. She pulled him into a empty stairway.
" Cobain are you high? "
She whispered.
He smiled big. " Nah.."
She had never been so upset.
" So this is the true you? "
Tears formed in her eyes.
" Big shot, who smokes weed? "
He stood there with a goofy smile on his face and said nothing.
" Why? "
He licked his lips.
" Man. Stop acting like a child Kydd. God. "
And with that she walked away.
It had been two weeks since she stopped talking to Cobain.
But that didn't stop all the I'm sorry text, calls, cards, flowers, and stuffed animals.
She be lying if she said she didn't miss him she missed him more than anything. But she couldn't go back. Not until he changed.
She didn't want a boyfriend who drank or smoked.
Her parents warned Her as a young girl to stay way from drugs. And she made a promise not to ever touch either of them.
Nor date someone who did.
But Cobain made it hard to walk away. He was an addictive drug. And Kydd missed him desperately.

But she had to stick to her values. Especially when she let One of them go.