Dear Diary: It's A Secret

Dear Diary: Chapter 8

February 16th, 2015

Dear Diary:

The say that nothing lasts forever. It should be more like happiness doesn't last forever. I may not have been super happy, but at least I was living in peace until this morning.

I walked into school today, and there he was, leaning against my locker waiting for me.

His intimidating violet like blue eyes had made contact with my own, nothing that could reveal his emotions visible on his face. I didn't know what to feel or say at the sight of Tyler. I only stood there, trying to figure everything out.

As I got closer to my locker, Tyler nodded at me, as if acknowledging my presence, then quickly disappeared in the sea of faces.

Was he back to ruin my life? Why for once couldn't he learn, and stop behaving this way? He knew I wasn't the cause of what happened to his brother, then why had he still been blaming me? Why was he hell bent on ruining my life? Why for once couldn't I love a peaceful life? Why that everything I did and said were always counted as bad?

Why were my questions always left unanswered?

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*Flashback To When Serena Was Friends With Tyler*

I walked towards Tyler's locker, Damon- his twin brother by my side, since we all were headed in the same direction, to French.

They were exactly the same looking, the difference was only in their personality, and plus Tyler had many scratches on his face from all the fighting he did.

Tyler was aggressive, mean- but nice to his friends, smart, and never open about what he wanted. While on the other hand, Damon was sweet, funny, caring at times, and always carefree.

Even though I had been friends with Tyler from the beginning, I still couldn't understand him at times. Sometimes I could tell something was bothering him. Whenever he would be extra mean to someone it meant something was wrong. I understood why he did that, it was his way of letting out his pain.

We all had a way to let out our pain, some bad ways, some good.

"Serena!" Damon exclaimed, snapping his fingers in front of me. "What are you thinking about?"

I shook my head, looking around the junior hallway. A few around gave me a knowing smile, which made me roll my eyes. Many had been thinking Damon and I are dating, considering all the time we spent together. Now what could I do if Damon always wanted to be around me?

I glanced at Tyler, his figure getting larger and larger as we got closer. He was leaning against his locker, a frown on his face, while he looked down at his phone, his fingers tapping away.

"Hey," I greeted, moving away from Damon and closer to Tyler. "Miss me?"

From my peripheral vision I saw Damon slightly scowl, yet ignored it as Tyler looked up.

Tyler smiled, "Hey Serena, and yes of course I was just thinking about you."

"That's why you were frowning?" I wanted to say, but thought better of it.