Dear Diary: It's A Secret

Dear Diary: Chapter 11

I narrowed my eyes at the boy in front of me, my hands on my hips.

"No one asked you," I snapped, staring at the boy who had played a part in ruining my life.

A smirk played on his lips as he walked towards me, ignoring the girl stood next to me. "You don't have to be so mean to me all the time," he remarked, running a hand through his brown hair. They were longer than before, falling into his eyes. "Why can't you be nice to me?"

Nice? He didn't give me any reason to be nice to him.

I scoffed glancing back at the girl, "Is that all you wanted to say girl? I don't have all day." I then turned to Tyler, who stared at me with an emotion I couldn't decipher. "And you can leave, you're surely not wanted here."

The girl scurried away, muttering an I have to go, leaving me alone to deal with Tyler. Too be honest I didn't want her to leave, but I couldn't directly ask her to stay. I couldn't show Tyler that he somewhat terrified me. I was afraid to know what Tyler could do when we would be alone in a hallway.

I quickly fixed the straps of my backpack on my shoulder, attempting to walk past him when he quietly called out my name.

"Serena," he whispered, his voice soft. I didn't make a move to stop, yet I did slow down my pace. "I think- I- I want to tell you something." There was a long pause before he spoke again. "I-I don't know what I'm trying to say here."

I shook my head, always leave it to Tyler to confuse himself. I could never understand him. However how could, If he never understood himself.

"Forget it Tyler, I don't want to hear it anyways," I responded, quickly turning around the corner, then sprinting down the stairs to get as far away from Tyler without hearing a word he had to say.

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*Flashback*

Tyler had missed school on Wednesday and Friday, and now I hadn't gotten a chance to see him all weekend. No one knew where he was, neither had he replied to any of the messages I sent him. But, yes he did upload a new picture of him on Facebook, and his status had changed to in a relationship. With who?

I had no idea. Tyler had a new girlfriend every month.

Maybe the information on his status wasn't new, and I had missed it earlier when I had been on his profile, but what mattered at the moment was that he never told me he was in a relationship.

And too be honest that kinda hurt.

Why? I don't know. Perhaps because I thought we always shared everything.

And the last question running through my mind was, why did I even care?

A question I had no answer to.

I grabbed my papers from the printer, walking out of the library, while scanning over my work for english. I came in contact with a hard chest, and let me tell you it was nothing special. I stumbled backwards, rubbing my arm which had suffered the impact of the collision.

"Chill buddy. Watch where you're going next time," I snapped, without looking up, keeping a bit calm, because I knew that it was mostly my fault that I hadn't been looking where I was going.

I heard an all to familiar chuckle, causing me to look up.

"You never want to accept that sometimes it could be your mistake," Tyler remarked amusement etched on his face.

He knew me too well.

I rolled my eyes at him, continuing to make my way in the hallway, not going anywhere in particular as Tyler walked in tow.