(aryun x siwon first arc: end)
Seungho's pov
it had been some weeks after that incident. probably like a month. they never dared to approach me again since then. however, later that day, on my way back home i went to the cafe to concentrate for a while, might as well order the hazelnut frappe again.. maybe. i put my headphones on and went on silent mode, as my surroundings became blurry as i focused.
the focus broke when someone texted me. i took my phone out to check, and it was surprisingly someone i didnt expect.
: seungho?
: i'm gyeol.
Gyeol out of nowhere. guess he tracked my number after this many years since that incident, huh?
me: yeah.
gyeol: i thought you wouldnt reply
me: i did now. what is it?
gyeol: wont even ask how i am. none of that matters anyway.. i heard some kid from your uni got to know.
me: i shut them up.
gyeol: i know. but its risky
me: it doesnt matter. hwan already went through alot for me. if he gets replaced by me in jail let it be.
gyeol: you're pathetic as always.
me: shit didnt get better. dont try to make it worse by offing someone new. i thought we talked about it.
gyeol: you left us like nothing happened anyway.. and now living a life normally. while you contributed the most in this hell.
me: nobody asked you to fucking kill.
gyeol: it had to be done.. dont try to be the nice guy now
me: Hwan is suffering, i bet you are as well. its weird that i still have a family and yall abandoned yours way sooner.
gyeol: you're making me mad.
me: truth makes people mad. weird enough.
gyeol: you seriously cant change yourself, can ya? still the pathetic genius as well as a sadist, you remain as that. i feel sorry for your brain that it had to go through stuff when it could be useful in other ways. i'm sorry for your brother to even have a brother like you because i would rather fucking kill myself. you put us in here and left as if none of it had been on you, fucker.
gyeol: and yet you do not regret a single thing.
gyeol: fucking pathetic. Hwan saved your fucking ass and you're not even grateful. i bet you dont even care. you're sick in the head seriously, seungho. just die already.
me: yeah yeah... why dont yall just do that already? its not like i have anyone here to genuinely care about me.
gyeol: killing you off would be too easy for you to accept.. i hope you suffer in pain instead. not like killing you would be any easy for us.. heh. i thought you changed even if a bit.. you're still ill in the head. no wonder.
me: you really think i dont regret at all?
gyeol: oh no, i BET you dont.
me: heh... weird.
me: i thought i changed. guess i didnt?
me: yeah. i still hear the screams of the victim sometimes. i left the body to rot.
gyeol: and us as well, to rot. the way you're addressing her is crazy. 'the body', huh?
gyeol: you left everyone. yet there you are, living a fairly nice life without regrets. i sometimes wonder.. do you even have a heart?
