(Present)
Seungho's pov
Me: what did you tell him?
Gyeol: oh. hi?
me: cut it and say.
Gyeol: meh.. Didnt really say that much. Never knew you'd be this bothered that you'd end up reaching out to me pfft.
me: what did you say?
gyeol: i just told him to stay away from you, thats all. Cant let an innocent dude get hurt from your ass i guess?
me: i dont think you should.. Intervene in this
Gyeol: yeah right. I shouldn't. Then one random day you'd end up killing him too or something? I cant tell what you're thinking anymore really. And fuck me for caring for you this much. I probably should have left your ass for good instead of doing the last thing.
me: that isnt really the matter right now. I know you dont trust me at all. I know that very well. Just.. Dont do this again. Leave things in my hands for once. I promise on myself i.. Wont hurt him. I hope.
gyeol: i still dont trust you one bit.
me: its fine. I dont need you to trust me anymore.
gyeol:right. Whatever.
gyeol: who even is he to you? i saw something i probably should not have yk..
me: what?
gyeol: you both kissing lol
me:....
gyeol: cat got your tongue?
me: get off my window.
gyeol: lmaoo i was too shocked bro it was so funny to see you both kiss are you like his boyfriend already is that why hes so important to you
gyeol: and aint this like your 3rd bitch or something
me: i'm literally gonna find you.
gyeol: and what? Kill me? hahahha i totally believe that actually.. well none of my businesses. never saw a gay couple in my life before soooo... i was a little amazed. have fun i guess. Didnt know you were in the closet all this time
me: i never thought of it actually.
Gyeol: of what?
me: of me being.. Gay. i just happen to feel something towards wonsung.
Gyeol: wonsungsexual?
me: you're annoying.
Gyeol: ok. so like. congrats i guess?
me: we arent dating.
gyeol: WHY DID YOU KISS HIM THEN??? YALL FREAK ME OUT BRO IS IT LIKE SOME SITUATIONSHIP THEN?
me: sort of?
gyeol: poor guy.. I hope he gets a better man that you. you dont deserve him at all. Really. i hope he leaves your ass someday like you left us that night. do you love him though?
me: i dont know. All i know is that i care enough for him to stay with me.
gyeol: aww okay whatever. good bye. Dont reach out to me again i dont wanna text your disgusting ass.
gyeol: i just hope you'd be less mentally fucked at some point in life. I wont be there but yeah. I hope. Even if we dont talk with each other anymore.
gyeol: i just had a good time with you. And thanks for that i guess. Bye.
i didnt bother texting him after that. the only important thing that had been on my mind was wonsung. i got so bothered that i reached out to gyeol. what a waste.. i hope he doesnt tell him anything. wonsung had been pretty distant lately anyway.. i wondered what had happened. i missed him so much that it started to consume me. maybe it was my fault that i was like that. yeah. gyeol is so right.. maybe if i decide to fix myself this once i might be able to..
