insecure //newtmas au

Chapter Twelve

NOTE; When the * first comes up it means that's going to have sexual context, so just skip that bit if you don't want to read it. I will also put another * to signal it's ended so you don't miss important parts in this chapter.

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♠️️Thomas' POV♠️

We move into the living room, him still kissing me roughly, I moan into his mouth and he sighs.

I don't even worry about Gally walking in on us. All I care about is Newt, and how amazing he makes me feel.

He pulls away slowly and I catch my breathe.

I reach to pull his shirt up but he stops.

"I... I don't like my body," He says looking at the floor and I want to cry. He doesn't want to show himself to me because he's ashamed and insecure.

"Look at me," I saw lifting his chin so he looks into my eyes. "You're beautiful, and I love you. But if you don't want to take it off then I'm comfortable with that,"

Newt reaches over his head and pulls his top off.

"So beautiful," I say running my hands carefully over his chest.

Newt reaches to pull my top off and I let him.

I really want to blow him.

But I don't want to push the boundaries or scare him away.

"Newt do you want me too.." I start to say but I don't know how to ask.

He's pulling off his trousers. His eyes still on me.

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I move my hand to his boxers and gently palm him, I can feel his breathing increasing rapidly.

I look at him to check it's okay and he nods so I pull down his boxers and take him in my hand. He lets a slow moan and fuck, it turns me on so much hearing him like this, because of me.

I move my hand back and forth and after a while I move my hand to the base and wrap my lips around the tip. Swirling my tongue around it.

I hear him curse under his breath and then he shouts.

"Fuck Tommy, I" But he's already cumming into my mouth. I swallow then pull away from him.

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"I'm er, going to go clean up," He says awkwardly and leaves the room.

I think I've done wrong.

I instantly regret my decision, I shouldn't of taken control of him like that.

When he comes back he's in clean boxers, still no top on.

Why can't he see how angelic he is.

I don't deserve him.

"Did you...?" He begins.

I shake my head, he looks upset.

"I was close," I say biting my lip. "But I was focused on you," He blushes. "When you moan Newt. It does things to me I can't even explain," I admit.

He blushes again.

"Can we maybe...cuddle?" He asks.

And I smile.

Does he even have to ask?

We go into his room and he locks the door on entry, it's a safety thing, he's scared of his dad coming back. Newt lies on his bed, I get in next to him and wrap my arms around him. His ass is right against my dick and I can't say it doesn't turn me on, just a little bit.

Newt keeps thrashing around.

"What's wrong?" I ask him.

"I can't get comfy," He says sighing. "I like er, being the big spoon," He says muffling his words into his pillow.

"Why didn't you say?" I say rolling over and removing my arms from around him.

"I dunno.. I thought you'd judge me I guess," He says wrapping his arms around me and snugging into my neck.

Perfect.

Nothing can ruin this moment.

"NEWT. WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU," I hear someone shout. Newt's dad. I can feel Newt shaking against me. Still cuddled into my neck. "It's okay," I whisper to him. "I'm here. Nothing's going to happen to you," I say.

Just as someone tries to turn the door handle.

Shit.

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Hello guess who updated again? Me.

I'm getting good at this me, updating regularly hehe.

Hope you all enjoyed this chapter.

Much love x

-char x