Chapter Eighteen

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♣Newt's POV♣

I wake up. Gally by my side.

"Hey," he says. "You're awake,"

I try to force a smile.

"Do you remember what happened?" He asks and I shake my head. I don't remember anything.

"Your blood pressure was to low, so you fainted and then blacked out because not enough oxygen was getting to your brain," Gally says.

"Where's Tommy?" I ask.

"He left," Gally says and I'm so confused.

"Why, why would he leave?" I say trembling.

"Newt, do you not remember anything from last night?" Gally asks me.

A tear rolls down my cheek and I know he knows me answer.

"I'm going to find a doctor," Gally says and leaves me alone.

A few minutes later he comes in with a doctor.

"Hello Newton my name is Doctor Green, Gally tells me you've been having some problems with memory loss?" The doctor says.

"Yes," I reply.

"It's not because of anything serious, you've been through a lot of stress and your body just shut down for a while when you blacked out. Your memories from that night will come back soon enough," he says then leaves.

I want to ask him if he knows where Tommy is.

But I don't.

Gally leaves when visiting time closes and I find myself wanting to cry.

I want to know what I did so bad to make Tommy leave me?

What did I do?

"What did you do!" I shout at myself smacking my head with my hands forcefully. A nurse runs in and the next thing I know, a needle is jammed in my arm and in unconscious once again.

When I wake, Tommy is here. For a second I think I'm dreaming or just hallucinating but when he looks at me sadly, concerned. I know it's him. I know it's Tommy.

I reach out for but he turns away from me.

"Tommy..?" My voice croaks and Gally bursts in.

"Who let you in here? Your not family, you aren't wanted here. Leave!" He says pushing Thomas backwards.

"Gally don't," I say and he scoffs.

"Newt you don't remember what happened, you don't remember what this piece of trash did to you. If he stays, I go," he says.

He wants me to choose?

My brother? Or my boyfriend? If he's even that anymore.

"Gally please," I say and he looks at me angrily.

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