seventeen ◇ forget

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"Dear God,

"I'm beginning to realize I have better things to think about. Like studying, the whole purpose of going to school. Like laughing. Like dancing. Like being happy.

"All without having a boy on my mind.

"That's what's making me forget Adam.
Meg told me he's already got himself a girlfriend. And she laughed when I told her that thirteen was too young for relationships.

"I don't get it, God. What's so cool about being in pairs? Socks come in pairs and I hate them. 

"All the girls in my class now want a boy too.

"And I hate it.

"This whiny talk of theirs? Yeah, that. I don't like it. Meg's becoming one of them too. There's nobody here that won't change talking of rollercoasters at Six Flags to gushing over a boy. But you. At least, I have you.  You're always around. This janitor's closet is a lovely meeting place. I hope you can hear me. That you aren't too far away. God, the strange thing is, I actually like it this way.

"Being alone is...nice."

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