twenty four ◇ wide awake

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"Dear God,

"Have you ever felt this way before?

"You lay down to sleep, but all you can really do is stay wide awake.

"Miss Herold told us our year ending exams were starting in a week's time. In a week's time, I'll be in tenth grade. I'll be a sophomore.

"Time is going way too fast and I can't do a thing to hold it back. My life seems to be slipping far, far away from my reach. 

"God, I'm scared.

"I won't be a kid any more. I don't even want to think about leaving my younger self behind.

"I want to do it because I know it is the only way out.

"But then, why can't I?

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last time I blame my absence on exams, I swear. last time. 

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