The Three-Way Love!(#Wattys2015, #YourStoryIndia)

Chapter 35: You love him too!

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I was still recovering from the feel of his lips on mine. I had lost my capacity of thinking because of the stupid vodka shots. I knew if he would touch me again, I would not stop him.

He held my forearm and came close but I resisted moving towards him. He looked into my eyes and said clearly "I love you so much. I want you to be mine."

He kept his hand on my cheek but I was too drunk to reply him. So I avoided talking. He took my silence for an answer and he kissed me again gripping my forearm. I gave in for a moment but this time I withdrew first and he understood why I did that.

He had forgotten I was his brother's girlfriend. I had forgotten I was Raj's girlfriend. He said "I am so sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you back. It's all wrong."

I didn't know what to say. I felt guilty too and confused. I just got up from there and before he could stop me or say something, I ran away from there- as fast as I could trying not to fall.

I wasn't going to drive back home after drinking especially so I went into Raj's bedroom and sat on his bed locking his bedroom door. I thought about what I just did and why did I do it? What would I tell Raj?

I fell on the bed lying down because I had no energy left even to think. I looked at a picture of Raj and me at his bedside table and it reminded me what I had done was wrong. I didn't know what I would do when he would be back.

I heard Rohan knocking at the door saying "Tina, I am really sorry. Please forgive me."

It was equally my fault as it was his but I knew he took the blame on himself. I couldn't think straight at that time and I didn't want to face him so I shouted from inside "Just go from here. Please!" and he was gone.

I felt bad for leaving him hanging and cheating on Raj. I felt too sad and there were tears in my eyes. I had no idea what I was doing with my life. I was acting immature about to important guys in my life.

My tears fell on the pillow and it became moist. I couldn't sleep in the clothes I was in so I pulled out one of Raj's shirts from his closet. I put it on and I don't remember when I dozed off crying.

The next morning I felt someone patting me and moving a hand through my hair. I opened my eyes slowly but the light was too much for my eyes to handle so I flinched away and covered my eyes with my hands.

Shit! I had a bad head ache. I knew someone was there beside me but I was too hung over to open my eyes and see. I felt a set of soft lips on mine. Immediately I understood it was Raj.

How come he was back? Did Rohan speak to him before he was here? I flinched away from him opening my eyes and he said "Good morning, my Angel."

Fuck! My head was hurting like hell. I said in a sleepy tone placing my head against his chest as he was lying beside me "Ow! My head hurts."

He said instantly with a wide smile on his face "I have the tablet and fresh juice ready for you. Have some. You will feel better."

I got up slowly as he handed me the glass and the tablet. I took the tablet and swallowed it and drank the juice in one gulp.

I looked at him and asked him "How come you're here one day early?"

"After speaking to you yesterday, I felt bad so I flew back early today to see you. It was distracting and enchanting to find you here in my bed in my clothes." he said in a mischievous tone.

He continued with a huge beaming smile "I would love to wake up beside you all my life if you're going to be looking so beautiful every morning."

He came back just to see how I was and I had carelessly fucked up last night. I needed to tell him but I knew now wasn't the good time since he just came in.

Did I kiss Rohan because I felt for him too? I sat on the bed still covered in his blanket because I was just in his shirt. I told him calmly sipping the juice "You didn't have to come back just because of that argument. But it's good that your back."

I needed to speak to Rohan before he would tell Raj anything. I needed to do that myself. I felt good that he was back. He cared so much that he left his work for me and here I was like a reckless bitch kissing his brother.

He said moving a strand of hair away from my eyes "You look even more pretty and sexy in the morning. I can't even express how I feel right now."

I was feeling guilty because he was so nice to me and I was the messed up one. I guess that was the moment I realized he was good for me.

He bent forward to kiss me and I gave in. But soon I felt guilty so I jerked away. He asked me with a concern in his eyes "Is something wrong? Are you still angry with me?"

He noticed a mark on my forearm. I looked at my hand wondering when did that mark come on my hand? Shit! It was because of Rohan. He held me too tightly last night.

Raj asked me "What's this?" he looked at me but I avoided looking back into his eyes. He continued "Did someone grab you too tightly?"

Before I could answer, Rohan entered the room. He saw me sitting on the bed with Raj's clothes on and Raj beside me. He said immediately with a confused expression "Sorry to barge in. I just saw the door open so I came in. I didn't know you were back, Raj."

His eyes shifted to mine and he said with a sad expression "I think I'll come later. This isn't the right time" and he left quietly. He was pretty hurt seeing me with him. I could understand from his eyes.

If he wanted he could tell Raj everything and screw up my relationship but he didn't. I looked back at Raj as he waited for an answer. I knew I couldn't hide it from him. I had to tell him.

I said looking down at our entangled hands in a barely audible voice "I was a bit angry at you because your friend Aditi had spoken badly to me that you would leave me and I got insecure. Then I got drunk and when you told me you were with her, I felt even more angry and full of rage."

I paused for a moment and took a deep breath to tell him the worst part. I continued "I was pretty drunk at that time and I was with Rohan and....."

He asked in a loud voice as if he knew what was coming "And what?"

My eyes were already filled with water when I said "I kissed him. I am so sorry. I knew I shouldn't have done that. I was drunk so I wasn't in my senses."

He let go of my hand immediately. He sat like a statue for a minute. His silence made my cry. I almost begged him "Please say something. Anything!"

He said looking at me while I cried "I don't know what to say. I feel hurt. Did you ever love me?"

"Yes. I still love you. But I never wanted to cheat on you. I feel so guilty right now."I said wiping my tears.

"Do you love him?" he asked.

"I don't know. He's my best friend. "I said sobbing.

"You love him too.... otherwise you wouldn't do what you did. I think we need a break so that you can figure out what you want to do" he just got up from there, walked out banging the door behind him and left me there.