The Three-Way Love!(#Wattys2015, #YourStoryIndia)

Chapter 37:Crazy.Stupid.Love!

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Once I was back home, I locked myself up in my room and started crying. I was in no state to think about any of them but myself, about what I just did.

I was sulking at home. Arjun was not at home so I could at least cry loudly without worrying that anyone would hear me out.

After a while, there was a knock at the door. I wiped my tears and saw through the key hole thinking who would it be. It was Jai.

I opened the door and almost jumped on him wrapping my arms around him and sobbing. He said "Calm down, baby doll. It will be fine. Everything will be fine."

I moved away from him and he started wiping my tears. I was breathing heavily and my nose was red. He told me calmly "You look like a red tomato! Let me get you some water."

He walked into the kitchen while I settled onto the couch and he got me a glass of water. I sipped some water and told him before he would ask "You know I told Raj about me kissing Rohan and he walked out on me and he told me I love Rohan too! I felt so guilty and ashamed that he came just to see me and I was cheating on him behind his back."

I paused for a minute and avoiding to look at him, I continued "I was drunk and I don't know why I kissed him! I don't know what Raj will think about me. I want him to talk to me. And I need to sort things out with Rohan too."

Jai sat beside me and held my hand in a comforting way and told me "You need to sort it out as soon as possible before it gets worse. Raj is a bit more mature. He takes care of you while Rohan is himself lingering around. He is love sick."

"Maybe that's why I feel for Rohan. And I do know Raj treats me like no one ever would. He never expects anything from me and that's the best about him."I said looking at our knotted fingers.

He said with a little smile on his face "If I wasn't gay, I would date you baby doll. No confusion at all!"

"I wish things were simpler. I don't want to keep any of them lingering. I need to decide." I said calmly.

"And how long will you take to decide?" he asked with an arched eye brow.

"Soon. But right now I don't want to think about any of them. Just for some hours. I know I screwed up but I don't want to sulk over it anymore" I said with a grin.

I chose to sulk with a huge bucket of ice cream and I finished the entire tub all alone as Jai looked at me , gobsmacked.

He switched on the TV and we watched Crazy.Stupid.Love - one of my favourite movies. Th three words defined my life at the moment.

I tried calling Raj again and this time he picked. He said "Hey" in a cold shouldered way which sent a shiver down my back.

"Thank god you picked. Where are you?" I asked with a deep concern in my tone.

"With a friend. I am sorry I walked out but I needed some space to think... about us" he said in low voice. He sounded so sad, I could make out from his voice.

"Friend? Can I see you?" Was he out with her? Even if he was, I had no right to tell him anything, especially after what I did.

"I am with Aditi for lunch. I have some work after that. I can see you only after 7. Tonight."He was with her! I think he was giving up on us. I think we both were giving up on 'us'.