So you'd think after something happy happening I'd feel great?.
Sadly for me that would never happen, happiness of something short lived and will forever be only felt in the moment.
The thing is, I love my boyfriend, I also can't stand him
Arrogant cunt, that's him..but I can't help but love him?
My friends hate him..I try my hardest to keep them all happy but it's so hard sometimes and I went into a panic attack because I was made to sit in the middle of a fight, I can't do that okay..
I'm struggling and I really don't know how much longer I can take all of this
And me being the way I am would never brake up with my boyfriend. I'd wait till he did it..or just die at my own hands...I can't do this I really can't
I'm not strong and nobody sticks around
YOU ARE READING
Dumbass dairy of a fuck up
Non-FictionEverything I put in this book is what is happening inside my head. Sometimes I can't control what happens this is my life through my eyes How I get threw high school How I get threw life
