I feel like crap..I should have done it but I didn't.
Next year it will happen
Either 11/03 or 20/12
Those two dates are most important to me
They mean stuff to me...
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So I'm currently having on elf my worst mental snaps..where I hate myself and want to die and cry every day
This stucks..
I'm tempted to go out and get extensions and dye my hair black and just stay pale
I don't care if I'm an outcast I wanna just be me and being me means I wana did my hair and do what I with my body
I'm gonna do the whole "new year new me" thing
It fits
I wanna be pretty and even if my pretty isn't everyone else's idea of pretty I don't care I wanna feel good in my own skin and I will. Nothing and I mean nothing is going to stop me
YOU ARE READING
Dumbass dairy of a fuck up
Non-FictionEverything I put in this book is what is happening inside my head. Sometimes I can't control what happens this is my life through my eyes How I get threw high school How I get threw life
