So..I am quite likely to have an eating disorder..I don't see how tho..I mean I eat food and I can't stave myself I don't talk to Mia anymore and ana says I'm not skinny enough to have an eating disorder so?
Anyway..I never feel good enough in this body it feels so fat..
My friend was touching my hips and tummy yesterday and i have no idea how to feel about it, he was touching my fat..gross
I don't want to eat anymore think about it..no food no cals? I could just wast away and it wouldn't even matter
And how can I have an eating disorder if I never faint? Hmm? Don't anorexic girls faint? Simple I don't have an eating disorder
Idiots people are "worried" about my weight they say I look to skinny but they're just lying, they think if I eat more food I'll get fatter than I already am and it will make them look good but no, they can stay fat fucks and I'll be skinny and they'll keep being jealous of my body... When I get to 40kg that is..I'll be happy then
Although 35kg sounds nice too..
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NonfiksiEverything I put in this book is what is happening inside my head. Sometimes I can't control what happens this is my life through my eyes How I get threw high school How I get threw life
