you can't run away from this song

chapter 20

"So, how did everything go yesterday? You seemed confused yesterday so I didn't ask you! So what happened?" Emma asked, merry didn't come to school today either,

"He confessed, but I'm going to turn him down today cuz he wouldn't let me yesterday"

"What are you crazy?! What are you saying? It's a new start for you!"

"And who told I want one?" It came out angrily, that Emma moved away from me from surprise, "sorry Emma I didn't mean to, it's just that I have had enough of this! And I don't want more!"

"It's okay I understand, I just wanted you to move on" he voice was so soft that it made me want to cry and to throw all the heavy weights on my shoulder,

"What if I told you I don't want to move on! I don't want to forget patch, and that I still love him and that I will always do!" Some tears slipped out of my eyes,

"It's okay! You have the right to feel so, I must say" she hugged me, and we remained silent untill the bell rang, so we went to class.

I waited for the break time, finally the bell rang, I don't know why some how I feel thrilled, its seemed that everything is moving slowly it's like I'm scared to go upstairs, I don't feel comfortable.

Just as I open the door of the roof I found Henry waiting for me there,

"Hey" he approached me,

"Hey, about yesterday I-...."

"Wait!" He pulled me, then he stopped near the fence,

"Sorry! Maybe someone is standing there"

"No, it's okay, sorry henry I don't know you well, and right now I just can't!" He seemed down "I'm really sorry" I decided to leave, I was already near the door,

"Wait!" He pulled my hand, so turned to face him, "if you don't know me! Why don't you try? I know how hard everything you are going through right now, but I don't to see you like this, I want to make you forget, I promise I will make as happy as he ma-....."

"No you won't, that's enough!" Patch pulled me away from Henry and him a sharp look, then he pulled me behind him out of the roof, I didn't do anything, I didn't expect it, but I can't be this easy, STOP! I MUST STOP!!

"Stop!!" I pulled my hand from his,

"What? What's the problem?"

"What is the problem!?! I will tell you, what if I decided to get over you, you can't just leave whenever you want, and come again whenever you want!" He just remained silent somehow confused and surprised but I'm still not done " I told you that it was nothing to be ashamed of but you just wouldn't take the risk! You were only thinking about yourself!"

"I was scared! Try putting yourself in my shoes!" He yelled at me,

"And why don't you put yourself in my shoes?!" I yelled back crying, I didn't know it was that much hard for him but I just can't take it, it was hard for me too,

"Because I am stupid! Stupid to let you go, stupid cuz I made you cry for me! But I will prove that I regret everything I did!" He said this and left, what is he going to do? I forgive you anyway you don't need to prove it, I still love you anyway! I sat on the stair and started crying till the end of the break, I wept my tears when I heard the bell and got ready to go to class, I don't want anyone to see me like this, I reached the hall and I started hearing loud gossips "hey guess what, patch the new Comer, works at a gas station, he lives with his mother, his father is dead and he is poor" OMG!! Have he lost his mind!! Why did he do it! I didn't need a proof, just as heard this I ran to class I found him sitting where he used to sit beside me, I ran to him "why did you do it? Have you lost your mind!!who told you I needed proof?" Some tears came out of my eye thinking about what he have done,

"I don't care anymore!" He stood up "because I love you! I have always did and I will always do! And I am sorry!" He hugged, I don't care about anyone or anything anymore as long as he is with me, "I love you! I have always did and I will always do! And you don't need to say sorry anymore cuz I will always understand" I hugged him back.

♡LOVE!♡

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