Do You Really? (Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 50

Ashley belongs to me. Her body, mind and heart belong to me, just like she owns me. Ashley can do whatever she wishes with me and I will do everything she wants me to do. I love the fact that I'm the only one that is allowed to touch her the ways I do and that I'm the only one that can make her feel that way, and ever will.

When she told me she wanted me to be her first I was shocked. I never thought I will hear her say that. At first I was too shocked to speak but later on I started to think about the situation, trying to figure out why she had said that and got angry, thinking she wanted to do it because of Brittany, and because I didn't deserve her, didn't want her to give it to me, but after everything that happened that day I realized that we love each other - I knew it but I hadn't really realized it - and that's what people that love each other do, they make love to their loved one. I won't ever hurt and will make sure to make it special and a night to remember.

"What about photographing?" My arms tighten around my beautiful soon to be wife-I wish and hopefully someday.

"It's more like a hobby." She replies and flips a page on her big book that has almost every single job there is in the world in an alphabetic order. We are trying to look for something that will interest her and she will want to major in. After school she had gone to the library and got this book, now we have finished eating dinner in her room and continued looking for something.

"Something that has to do with medicine?" She has passed all of her school years with perfect notes and she is so smart she could get into anything she would like. She can get into Harvard with no effort and get a full scholarship.

"Uh, sounds interesting." She writes it down on her notepad and lays her head against my shoulder. We are sitting on her bed, my back against the bed's head and she is sitting between my legs, her back being against my chest.

"Maybe you can be a nurse and I'll be your patient." I grin and she looks at me, seeming to be confused.

"I guess- You need to take a cold shower, now!" She points towards her bathroom and I press a kiss on her cheek as I laugh.

"I'm joking, but if you want to-" she slaps my leg and shakes her head. "Come on, focus! I need your help." She whines and flips a page.

"President!" I suggest excitedly and she giggles. "Yeah, sure." My phone rings and I grab it from the spot next to me on bed.

"I'm bored! Do you want to hangout? Ashley too!" Selena's text reads and I suck on my lower lip. I got no problem to hang out with her, but I know how Ashley feels about her with me.

"Babe," I murmur, dipping my head into the crook of her neck to which she reacts by tilting her head a bit, giving much more access and it makes me grin. She doesn't know how crazy she drives me.

"Yeah," she replies and writes flight attendant but after a few seconds she scribbles on top of it. I don't think I will be able to handle seeing her just twice a week for a couple of hours. But if she rethinks it and I will support her. I only want her to be happy.

"Do you want to go out?" I ask her and she shrugs. "Sure, where?" Her hand closes the book and she turns around so now we are face to face and her legs are either side of my body.

"With Selena, she just texted me." I add and her eyes widen a bit, her happy expression changing into a scowl and sour look. Oh boy.

Her expression then changes back into her happy one and she smiles. "Sure, let me change first." She gets off the bed and heads to her closet. I watch her confused and text Selena back, asking her where she wants to meet up.

"Twenty minutes at the mall x" she texts back and I lock my phone. I don't feel like changing clothes, I'm okay with what I'm wearing which is some denim jeans and a plain white shirt.