Chapter 26

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A/N: I basically wrote three chapters for this chapter, that's why it took me that much to update sorry, but I just want it to be good. Hey, I also was thinking that every chapter will have a goal, 20 votes and 5 comments and I will update :)

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Justin's P.O.V

I get into her room as fast as I can and go to her bathroom, I luckily moved in time when she threw some bottle, she cried as she was looking for that piece of shit to hurt herself. I grabbed her arms stopping her and she froze, I spin her to face me and she pushes me.

"Leave!" She tells me and I shake my head, I notice she has it in her hand and she backs away as she sees that I know she has it.

"Ashley, please no!" I beg her as I step closer to her.

"No, Justin, I need it!" She tells me as she backs away hitting the wall, I step closer and she sucks on her lower lip and looks around.

I take it from her hand in a swiftly move and her eyes widen, I throw it to the toilet and she starts punching my chest.

"Give it back to me!" She yells as she punches me and pushes me, I grab her arms and press them against the wall, she winces and I notice that her scars, I hold her with less strength. I can't believe she has more than just one scar.

She breaks down crying and I let go of her hands, I wrap my arms around her small body and she cries into my shirt, I feel a lump in my throat as I see her like this.

It kills me seeing her likes this, seeing her suffer, seeing her cry, seeing her desperate to hurt herself, it kills me more than anything, every tear that falls down her cheek breaks my heart into a piece into an another, as the tears keep falling.

"Shh', don't cry." I stroke her hair and lead her out of the bathroom, I take her to her bed and we sit there, she keeps crying and I sigh.

I can't believe that I need to protect her from herself, it scares me to leave her alone for even a second, seeing her like that because she couldn't find that little piece of shit, I just can't believe people do such thing, they are hurt and they hurt themselves more, to take their pain away they hurt themselves, I will never understand it, but I know that is not the solution, self harm and suicide are not the solution, you should not even think about doing it, you just don't do it, it won't help you with anything.

"Do you want to tell me what happened?" I ask her and she sucks on her lower lip.

"My mom is a liar." She tells me and takes a deep breath, before starting to tell me everything that happened, she told her mother never really cared about her, only used her and she didn't denied it, she tells me that she cheated on her dad and I look at her shocked.

I just can't believe it, I would have never expect that to happen, I always saw her mom all happy, I guess now I know why, the truth is that if I would have been asked who from the family would have cheated I would have said her dad, I don't really see him, so I think that it won't be that surprising, but I guess I'm wrong, I just never imagined such thing to happen to this family.

Although, it does sort of clicks, she did came back late yesterday, she is always with her phone, smiling, giggling, not that I watch her, but that's the image I got from her, I wonder if she ever brought him here, if she did I really hope Ashley won't find out, it will tear her even more, I will do everything to not see her cry again, unless they are tears of joy.

"You should go back to your family." She whispers and I shake my head.

"I won't leave you, I'll never leave you." I tell her as I kiss the top of her head.

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