Doctor, Doctor (A Joult and Joshifer Story)

Chapter 38

*PAST*

She won't ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way
You know that I'd make her say
Ooooooooooooooh
Ooooooooooooooh
She won't ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way
You know that I'd make her say
Ooooooooooooooh
Ooooooooooooooh

[Ke$ha:] My first kiss went a little like this...

"You need to get out," Ryan pesters.

I grown and pull the blankets up and over my head.

"Jen..." Ryan grabs the blankets and rips them from my grip.

"I don't wanna go anywhere!" I yell. I try to make it to the door but Ryan catches me in his arms and pulls me to his chest.

I close my eyes and sigh. "Let's do something you know, to help you get your mind of Nick." Ryan wraps his arms around me as he speaks.

I curl up into his chest and nod. It's weird, but I feel like Ryan is a puzzle and I'm the piece that was the missing so it could never be completed. I've never told him that. I've never told anyone that actually. Reason being I don't trust anyone with that kind of stuff except for Ryan, and I can't talk to Ryan about himself. I could talk to Josh, but I can't ever have a serious conversation with him. When both of us are together all we do is laugh. A pin could drop and that would be the funniest thing on earth. That's what I love about Josh. How he can turn a bad thing into the funniest thing ever. No one else can do that. Ryan tries but fails, which makes me laugh but not in the same way. Nick doesn't even bother with it. He would rather just kiss me until I calm down, which I guess isn't bad either.

"Hello?" Ryan waves his hand in front of my face. "Anyone in their?"

"Sorry," I say pushing my thoughts away.

"Go get dressed," Ryan pushes me off his lap and walks into the bathroom.

I sigh and walk into my closet. I hate having to get dressed. I grab a pair of my favorite jeans and my favorite rugged grey sweater. I strip of my clothes and carefully put on these new ones.

"Hurt it up, Jen!" Ryan shouts.

I laugh to myself. Ryan's such a dork.

•~•

"Ryan!" I whine.

"Jen!" He mimics.

"Where are we going?!?!"

"I told you, you'll see when we get their!"

"How can I see when you forced me to ear this blindfold!?!?!" I deadpan.

Ryan laughs and turns the car.

"Tell me!" I whine.

Ryan laughs again and the car jerks to a stop.

"Are we their?" I ask reaching for the blindfold.

"No!" Ryan swats my hand away and continues. "The rest of the way is on foot."

Oh hell no. I'm not walking the rest of the way blindfolded. I can barley walk normal when I'm not blindfolded.

"Don't worry Jen," Ryan says. I hear the slam of a car door and then a few seconds later I feel mine opening. "I won't let you fall."

I nod and step out of the car. The ground feels soft and the air smells fresh. Where the hell are we?

Ryan's arm snakes around my back and pulls me close to him. I do the same and then we start walking.

It doesn't take long to get their. I'm anxious to take this blindfold off. Ryan knows I hate surprises. What if he brought Nick here? Or Abby? Or Josh? Or Noah? Or Andrew?

"Jen!" Ryan says, placing a hand on my shoulder. "You can take it off now."

I reach up and pull the blindfold off my head. What awaits is beautiful. We're at the top of a cliff. Which explains how hard it was to get here. Their is a picnic set up and not to far from it something that looks an awful lot like a bad attempt at a bed.

I turn to Ryan and smile. "Did you do this?"

Ryan smiles and nods.

I laugh and wrap my arms around him. He doesn't hesitate to do the same. "What's all this for?" I say, my voice muffled by his shirt.

"You. Me. Us." Ryan says against my hair.

I tilt my head up and look him in the eye. He smiles then does something that I wasn't expecting. He leans in and kisses me. Full on the mouth. His hands push my body closer to his and my hands hold his head against my lips. He lips taste soft, like better, but with the flavor of something sweet. He pulls away but keeps his face an inch from mine. "I had to do that," he whispers. I lean in and kiss him again, hard.

•~•

I don't know how but we end up missing the sunset. Well actually, I do know how. What I don't know is what made us do it. We both promised each other that we wouldn't do it. So that it didn't ruin our friendship. But it felt so right. And he was so good at it. I just hope this doesn't change anything. I don't want to loose Ryan because of sex.