Doctor, Doctor (A Joult and Joshifer Story)

Chapter 36

*PAST*

Mom and daddy just won't stop it
Fighting at the drop of a faucet
Cuts through the walls, catastrophic
She's caught in the crossfire

Puts her hands over her ears
Starts talking through the tears
And she's saying, and she's praying

I wish words were like little toy guns
No sting, no hurting no one
Just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
Yeah, no smoke, no bullets
No kick from the trigger when you pull it
No pain, no damage done
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
And just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)

"Your a worthless piece of shit. All you do for this family is give us money!" My dad screams.

"I-is that really how you f-feel?" I cry. Tears are falling down my cheeks in buckets. My hands are shaking like crazy and my mind is somewhere else. "Maybe I should just leave then!" It pains me to say that, but if that's what they want then that's what they'll get.

"That would be best for all of us!" My dad shouts.

"Gary, have some sense," my mom says calmly.

"Damn it Karen!" My dad grabs one of the plates that were supposed to be using for dinner and throws it on the floor. The sound echoes through the house.

"What the hell was that for?!?!" My mom screams. She reaches down and begins to pick up pieces.

My dad reaches for the table and smashes another plate to the floor.

My mom screams as the glass shatters over her. Her body is bloody and torn up.

I scream at the sight. My dad sits their laughing. I turn on my heal and run upstairs to my room. The door slams shut behind me. I don't even bother with the lock. My body should be enough to keep people out.

•~•

"Jen!"Josh voice echoes through my room.

I reach up and lock the door then crawl to my window where Josh is waiting. I push the window open and help Josh through. He clasps into my arms. "Hey Jenny!" He smiles.

I smile a little but it disappears from my face almost as fast as it came. The idea of smiling while my mom is downstairs bleeding and my dad being the one to cause that, is so absurd. It causes sobs to rack my body again.

Josh reaches out and pulls me into a hug. My body is shaking but somehow Josh steadies me. "It's okay, Jenny."

"It's n-not okay! M-my mom is d-down their bleeding b-because m-my dad keeps t-throwing plates at h-her!" I scream and try to sprint to the bathroom. But because Josh's arms are around me he pulls me back into his arms. "Let me go," I mumble.

"You know I can't do that," Josh says holding me tighter.

"I just want to take a shower," I lie.

"Then I'll take one with you," Josh runs his hands up and down my body. I shake my head but he smiles. "You love taking showers with me," Josh smirks.

"Your not making me laugh," I deadpan.

As if on cue, my mothers scream echoes through the house. I cringe. Josh sighs. "Let's get in the shower." Josh leads me into my bathroom and locks the door behind us. We strip of our cloths and hop into the shower.

•~•

Josh holds me as I cry and yell and scream. Sometimes, it hard to tell if it's me or my mom or dad screaming.

With every scream, Josh pulls my naked body closer to his. "All I wanted to do was go to Nicks house," I cry.

"I know, Jen. I know," he sighs and places a kiss on my forehead. "But this isn't your fault."

"Yes it is!" I scream. "If I would have never asked to go..."

Joshs lips connecting with mine cut me off. Making me forget all thoughts. His hand moves to my ass and pulls me closer to her.

This feels wrong yet so right. When I'm with Josh, I feel like nothing bad can happen. My parents can't touch me or hurt me because Josh is here to defend me.

I move my hands to Josh dick. Josh moans when I grab it. I laugh a little and kiss him harder. His hands roam my body, and so do his lips. After 10 minutes of this, I can't take it any longer. Josh must be feeling the same because when his dick goes into me, it feels like heaven.

•~•

We hear my moms screams throughout the night. Usually followed by my dads yelling. Ben came home a few hours ago. He left after after thirty minutes of trying to calm them down. I'm usually the only one that can calm them. But I'm not trying now. I'm to preoccupied with Josh to do anything else.

"I'm glad you didn't go to Nicks tonight," Josh says against my lips.

He thrusts harder causing me to moan. "Me too," I say between moans.

"You should not go to Nicks more often," Josh moans and moves his hands to my boobs.

I look his in the eyes and smile. A true genuine smile. I lean down and kiss him... Hard.