Chapter 8

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"Andy..." I gasp. He chuckles sexily and looks me in the eyes. "Tell me what you want." "Andy I..." I begin to say, what do I want? I look at the beautiful man that has somehow managed to pin me against this wall. Breathing heavily, he stands above me. "Anything you want." He says looking me in the eyes intensely. I look at his beautifully shaped lips with the lip ring I've loved since the moment I first saw it. "I want you to kiss me." I say. His soft, warm lips forcefully crash into mine. I had forgotten the feeling of fire that courses through my vains in such intimate moments like this. I wrap one of my arms around his back and I tangle my other hand in his hair. The kisses are hesitant for a few seconds, then I feel his tongue graze against my bottom lip causing me to gasp. He takes advantage of it and slips his tongue into my mouth. As he he does so, I pull him closer to me and tug on his hair, causing him to groan. The sound aroused me and I ended up moaning quietly myself. As soon as he heard it, both of his hands were up my skirt and grabbing my ass. I moaned I bit louder this time and I feel his intensity heighten. I had forgotten all the passion that burned inside of me, and now it's finally being let out. He trails kisses to below my ear and down my neck, nibbling gently. "Andy..." I whimper and he comes back to my lips again.

He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist, still never breaking the kiss. He sits me on the couch and commandingly says, "Get those tights off, I want to feel your skin." I slip off my combat boots and remove the tights, I still had on a skirt and panties so I was fine. I silently thank myself for wearing my new lace thong I got recently so you couldn't see the lines through my dresses and jeans. He stood watching me the whole time, I stood back up and walked over to him. "I told you, I knew you liked it." He says with a smirk and I smile and blush back. "I've only done this like... Once before." I stutter. "Hm... That could be fun." He states. I blush again and look at the ground. "If you wouldn't have looked so fucking hot maybe I would be able to resist myself." He says in an innocent tone. "Mm...." I say while licking my lips. "Fuck. Ivory." He growls pressing himself against me. I gasp as I feel his hardness. "Yeah?" He says, "You see what you do to me?" I pull away from him and push him on the couch, following my instincts, I straddle him. He grabs my hips and I slowly grind on him through his jeans. "Ivory." He growls and I bring my lips to his once again. I don't feel as shy or hesitant anymore. Thank you adrenaline. God this man... Fuck.

He strokes my inner thighs as I continue to grind against him and kiss him. "Andy..." I moan a little louder than the first time. "So innocent..." He says between kisses. He begins to slip his hand into my panties and I moan. Suddenly, there's a knock on the door. "Goddammit!" Andy yells and carefully yet quickly lifts me off of his lap. I sit back on the couch and catch my breath. Wow... What a rush... Andy opens the door forcefully, "What do you want?" He asks whoever is at the door. "Woah man." A voice says, "I just came to bring my new bass speaker." It's Ashley. Andy gets a grip on his patience and let's Ashley in. "Hey Ash." I say surprisingly bravely. "Ivory?" He says stopping in his tracks. "Hm. I see you're already making nicknames for me. What are you doing here at this time?" I stand up to answer his question when Andy says, "She was just leaving." He looks back at me and makes a face. "Damn girl, you look good. That's a whole fucking lot better than whatever shit you were wearing yesterday." I blush and he begins to make his way upstairs to set up his new speaker.

I grab my tights and shoes and put them into my already packed back. "Am I leaving for real this time?" I say sweetly to Andy. He rolls his eyes causing me to laugh and we make our way out of the apartment complex.

He looks super pissed as he starts the car, "Are you okay?" I ask him and he looks at me stunned, "Are you kidding? After what just happened I'm better than ever. It's just Ashley..." He begins cursing about his friend ruining his sexy time. "I thought I did something wrong or, I don't know." I say quietly while resting my head against the window. "No, baby. You didn't do anything wrong." He says sweetly. I find myself extremely tired. He sighs, "You look exhausted, do you want me to just bring you to your dorm and pick you up in the morning? I'm sorry I kept you up so late." "Please." Is all I can manage to say as I drift in and out of unconsciousness.

I must have fallen asleep because I woke up in Andy's arm as he sweetly and quietly whispers, "What dorm is yours?" "Sixth floor, number 608." I mumble. We eventually end up there and he puts me down, rummaging through my purse, which the looked quite stunning while carrying, he found my keys and unlocked the door. I sleepily walked in and he followed. "Nice place." He says. Everything is just as I left it, as it should be. My bed is neatly made, my bookshelf organized, my desk organized, my sound system charging... I'm quite an organized person. "Thank you." I whisper and turn to hug him. He hugs me back and strokes the back of my head. "You alright?" He asked with a loving level of concern. "I'm just thankful." I begin to say. I tend to be very open and honest when I'm tired. I'm not really sure why I do that. "I haven't felt as good as I do with you in years. It's been rough." I say into his chest. He squeezes me tightly and releases me. "You need to sleep, we have class in the morning." I nod and clumsily walk over to my dresser to get an oversized t-shirt.

"Now don't look." I say and he lifts his hands to cover his eyes. Such beautiful hands... I undress quickly and slip the shirt over my head. I trust Andy, but I was still nervous to change in front of him. I honestly was too tired to care. I turn around to see the he had already pulled back my covers for me to get into bed. "Thank you. You're so kind." Is all I can say. "No problem, sweetie." He says kissing my hair. "I really love your hair, it's so beautiful." He says tucking it behind my ear. I give a small smile. "Thank you." I've never liked my hair color, medium brown. I do like the length though, it reaches my lower back. I climb into bed and hold my arms out to him like a child. "You didn't take your makeup off." He says. "Oh well..." I reply slowly. "You know you don't need that." He says looking concerned. "Well... I think I do. I have so many imperfections." I whisper back. He leans over the bed now that I've lied down.

"It's the imperfections that make you perfect in my heart." He says. I wrap my arms around his neck and begin to cry. "Baby..." He says kissing away my tears. "Andy, I'm so broken... I've forgotten what it feels like to be loved by others and even to love myself. I've suffered for years, and I can't lose you. I can't. I can't seem to get my head straight. I'm depressed, and I have anxiety and a whole bunch of other fucked up shit. How are you here right now? How are you hugging me? How can you stand it?" I sob. He puts his fingers under my chin,

"Because I'm just as broken as you are, Ivory."

He gives me one last, gentle kiss on my lips and stands up. "Now, sleep well, and I'll pick you up soon okay?"

"Andy...?" I ask before he walks out the door.

"Yes?"

"Are you going to leave me?"

He closes the door back and gets so close to my face that if I moved an inch I could kiss him. "I promise you, I will never leave you. I don't break my promises." He says with a shokingly serious tone, but it was exactly what I needed. Such a short statement, but he sure got his point across. I nodded and pulled my covers up to snuggle with them. "Now. Go to sleep." He says heading back to the door. "Ill see you soon, baby." He says with a loving smile and then he was gone.

I fell asleep to dreams of a broken angel with long, black hair and stunning ocean-blue eyes.

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