wild and running || a.b. (series on hold)

Chapter 26

"So, what are you wearing tonight?" I ask Andy while I eat my waffles. He lifts an eyebrow in thought, "I'm not exactly sure." I nod and take a sip of my coffee that he always seems to make so perfectly. He rubs his eyes and sniffles. "You look so tired. Zombie tired." I joke with a small smile. "Yeah, you better be careful, or I might just bite you." He smiles back sleepily. I shake my head with a giggle and go upstairs to change into some causal clothes.

The car ride was silent. I gazed out the car window and watched the red and orange leaves fall and fly with the breeze. I wonder why Clay even texted me? Why would Marie give me his number? It's like there's one person in your life you never get over, I guess for me it's him. He was my first boyfriend, first kiss, first true love, and a lot of other firsts. Every time I think of him I get this uncomfortable feeling in my gut- as if my body is trying to warn me not to go there. 

It's been years.

Years.

Somehow I'm still not over that boy. 

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The room was dark and it was only us. My back was pressed against the hard, bathroom wall. He was so close to me that I could feel his body heat exerting every time his heart beat; My heart was racing also. His nose brushed against my chin, "I can't see where your lips are." He said with a small, nervous laugh. His awkwardness made me smile. I placed my hand on the back of his neck and brushed my lips against his. He exhaled and wrapped his arms tightly around my body. Our lips connected for the first time and a spark went through every part of my body. After a few lingering kisses, we began to move in sync. His chest pressed against mine, our hearts hammering together. He pulled away for a second and then smashed his lips onto mine again. My hand tugged on his hair and he kissed me harder. His tongue brushed against mine and I gasped in surprise, giving him more space. He pulled away once again.

"It's like an addiction. I just keep coming back for more." He whispers, with every word his warm, wet lips brushed against mine. His thumb brushed my cheek and he kissed me sweetly and shortly. 

I hear him chuckle to himself. 

"All we needed was a little darkness to make some light."

//

"Ivory?" Andy's voice cuts into my flashback and I blink my eyes. "What?" I ask. As soon as my eyes connect with his, guilt floods through my body. I shouldn't be thinking about things like that. "We're here." He says. "Oh. Sorry I was lost in my head." I sigh while grabbing my bag. "You alright?" He questions.

No.

"I'm fine." I assure him, and then I open up the car door to get out. 

Clay's ocean blue eyes linger in the back of my head for the whole morning, and I eventually distract myself by going to lunch with Andy, Grace, and her boyfriend Trevor. 

"So are you going to Marie's party tonight?" She asks me. "Of course." I respond as Andy and Trevor chat amongst themselves. We discuss what we're wearing and all of those 'girly' things. 

We eventually finish our short lunch, and Andy and I drove back to campus. "You leave tomorrow." I sigh and he places his hand on top of mine. "Yeah, but we're going to enjoy our night, right?" He comforts. I nod in response. Even though I have a lot of troubling things going through my head, I love Andy and I'm going to miss him. We finish off our day and Ben doesn't say a word to me in yoga class which is actually a huge relief because he really overwhelms me. He stresses me out. 

"Are you ready to go party?" I say while foolishly dancing my way to Andy's car. "Not if you're going to dance like that." Andy says while raising his eyebrows and an amused expression  soon paints across his face. "Shut up." I say while narrowing my eyes at him, and we both laugh to ourselves. He puts his hand on mine. "Don't keep your panties on for long when we get back to the apartment. There are some things I'd like to do before I leave." He says slowly in a deep, seductive tone. I inhale a shaky breath and shift in my seat.

My eyes connect to his large bulge and my eyes flutter a bit at the shock that surges through my body. I must be close to my cycle because I'm extremely hot and bothered. We get home and a word isn't exchanged as he takes long strides ahead of me to get to the room. He hold the door open for me and as I walk in his hips press against my behind. 

I set my things down, and put my hand on the couch to balance myself as I remove my shoes. I hear his boots hit the hard wood floor, slowly getting closer to me. His hands trail along the side of my skinny jeans. "Thanks to your tight jeans I already know why your ass feels like." He says so quietly that I have to focus to hear him. He clears his throat, "Actually, I believe I know. We've done some things before. I know how nice it is."

His hands grab my hips, and then he presses his hardness against me. I suck in a breath. "Do you like to know how hard you make me?" He asks. I nod, still bent over on the couch. "What?"

I nod again. 

"Let me hear you." He growls. "Y-yeah." I stutter as he pushes himself harder against me through layers of clothing.  His hands firmly grip my ass as he grinds against me. He pulls away, "Actually, lets finish this tonight." I turn around and open my mouth in protest. Before I could say anything, his lips met mine. His heart was beating fast, allowing me to feel his body heat radiating off of him. His breathing was heavy as he cupped my face with his large hands. His lips danced with mine, and his tongue lingered along my bottom lip. My hands trail down his chest and to his belt. 

He moves my hands away, 

"After," he whispers.

I suck in a breath in response. He pulls away from me slowly and tilts his head towards the stairs, "Let's go get ready." His long strides lead him to his destination quickly as I walk quickly to catch up. I slip on my dress, and and wears a pair of black jeans and a black shirt with a leather jackets. He also wears his usual old boots. I wear a pair of my platform black heels and a black statement necklace to add a bit more black into it. I added to my eye makeup with a sleek cat eye, and I highlighted and contoured my face. 

"Holy shit..." Andy says as o walk out of the bathroom. "Ready to go?" I ask him. His crystal blue eyes examine every detail on my body. "Now I don't want to." He says in a low tone. Just from the way he said it, I knew all of the dirty things that were going through his mind. "Let me see you bend over." He say while stepping back to give me space. I turned and placed my hands on the wall, arching my back to show off my curves. His thumb meets my throbbing desire. Immediately, I stand back up straight and turn to him. 

"After." I whisper while a smug smile and turn to head down the stairs, leaving him in the hallway. 

I hear him exhale, and the clanging of metal as he comes down the stairs behind me. I smile to myself and open up the apartment door, completely ready for the night of a lifetime.

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Who's ready for the party? I know I am...

-e