Speaking through writing has become an extinct art. We text on our phone or send an email but no amount of text or email is ever going to match the letter or paragraph of a conversation through writing. Letters belong to the old fashioned now,I know someone who used to write these daily and she uhh...I think in those she allowed herself to feel and be her actual self. It was raw and powerful and filled with well,feeling. I think in those letters she was able to convey what she personally thought and what she meant even when she didn't. Writing someone a letter in general is easy and hard. Easy because you are writing down exactly what you want with no faults and it's hard because once you give someone that letter it becomes a waiting game of what they are going to say back. I think going forward with these writings is that I'm going to let these speak for me and mainly for the woman I've had a falling out with,if she does read this and she does right now then this is the way I will talk to you. You can read these in my voice if you want,I'm not quite ready to talk again,not yet. There's still things that have me reeling and I haven't quite bounced back yet,even though small words were said I felt something different.
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"Diary"
RandomI've done diaries in the past but I got the urge to do one again because of mad men. I went straight to the episode of don on his own in his apartment ,writing down his thoughts.
