Why don't people like scorpios? It's been awhile since my last entry but still I'm curious as to why people just don't....like them. I'm a Pisces and naturally....I'm attracted to them,every single bit including personality and physical,emotional traits so basically everything. The dark and the mysterious are very....alluring to me and is a terrible weakness I guess. Scorpios are literally harmless until you provoke them with a petty insult or an attack on any part of them. Just don't do it kids,you won't like them after they take your heart out which probably....might be the reason people don't like them. From what I've heard people don't like scorpios for the reasons that they are mean,a dick/bitch,treacherous,liars,secretive,back stabbing,eat your heart out kind of people. Not the best kind of people to hang around with but honestly they aren't like this,they're scared and on the inside they are broken. They are very hot and cold on a lot of things,it's like you shouldn't care for them so much because they can handle themselves without anyone but you should care for them because they want to be cared for....they want to be. The Girl is a Scorpio and I swear if I've never had met her I don't think my mind would totally be fixated on her.....everyday. I'm still young,I might as well as forget her and move on but I would be lying to myself and lying to my heart......I know that's cliche but it's true, un-freaking-doubtedly-true.
I hate it because it's powerful. I feel a connection with her and I still do even though I'm not with her,like I've known her for who knows how long that type of connection but three going on four years she has been by my side and I by hers and it's been an adventure. Like a true Scorpio she attracted me with her mystical but soulful eyes and her subtle come hither look and smile but what really got me hooked and stayed,was her story. Her story was and is beautiful,it's.....it's what I said. I don't understand why I want to just stay with her and not leave because I'm sure there's been plenty of opportunities when a "sane" person would leave this Girl but I just can't bring myself to do it,it's probably a combination of people leaving me and people always abandoning her and I've always stayed to prove that I'm going to be the one not to leave.....not to abandon her. There's been maybe two of my friends that have said to me that I should move on and they can't see me being anymore than just a friend to her. My feelings and intentions are my own and mine alone,I will not leave this girl for the sake of someone else's opinion. The Girl deserves.....the best and only that.
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"Diary"
De TodoI've done diaries in the past but I got the urge to do one again because of mad men. I went straight to the episode of don on his own in his apartment ,writing down his thoughts.
