A piece about myself and I guess something to just talk about. I've never been a big fan of false.....anything. I don't like fake things (even though a majority of the world is), I don't take kindly to a lie and I don't like a false promise (a false promise is brought up with hope but it isn't permanent,so hope gets taken away). So (clap) fake things. When majority of the world is fake on its own like people,environments,people's actions and personalities. It's hard to tell the world of difference between what is and what isn't. Lies are terrible too!! I mean everytime I have a stupidly bad feeling in my gut whenever I think someone is lying to me well two things happen: 1. I can tell they are lying and they don't want to admit it so that hurts me because they can't trust me enough to know the truth when IVE GIVEN THEM EVERYTHING!!!!........and 2. It just plain hurts whenever I get the feeling in general and I don't like having it because it hurts me more than just emotionally,its physically too. I'm not saying I cut or anything but I feel like someone is just cutting my heart strings and damn you can die like that. You can literally die from a broken heart,that's not the way I want to go out. The only person that would probably have a successful chance at getting me would be The Girl but it's like bittersweet because I would be dying but in a small way I would be dying for her and that's okay by me (I think). Here and now no one is dying for anybody until the time comes so back to now. False promises....dear god I hate these things. For people who don't know,a false promise is when someone promises you something mostly in these cases it's about love or friendship, and they take away the promise from by breaking it or not following through on it. It's a shame because I'm sure the one that's receiving the promise is willingly trusting you but then you break it because you can't keep it. Listen guys if you are going to make a promise with someone please try to keep it and fulfill your promise to the best of your ability,no matter how hard it gets you owe it to that person.
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"Diary"
AcakI've done diaries in the past but I got the urge to do one again because of mad men. I went straight to the episode of don on his own in his apartment ,writing down his thoughts.
