In my previous entry I explained what I thought about women and what they think of me. Well what can be said of them,they are the opposite sex. Everyone needs someone. What a lot of people don't know and so few who actually do is that we are dependent on another person. In some way we are dependent on them whether it be for love,emotion,another human body or money and material things. We are dependent on them because we want so much. We want to feel loved and be kissed,held. We want to be told it's okay and reassured that YOU are okay. Then......it gets to a point where what you have is not enough and what we want is changed. More,is what we want and more is never enough for some people. We're humans and we are not perfect. We are prone to think that we want is more even when we have more than the next guy we want a new experience, a new item, a new way to feel satisfied and when that's done we find something else and something else. This mentality is common,we see it everyday when a man or women cheats on their spouse or when we steal to get ahead. It's dangerous but that's our world. It's imperfect but it's the only one we have and we are only here for a short time. I.....have never expected much from the world. I've always been dealt bad hands and whenever I was dealt a winning hand,basically meaning whenever something good happened to me I cherished it.....every moment of it. I think now that I look back on it that it was very few and far between whenever something good happened to me. The last legitimate good thing that happened to me was.....having a very extraordinary girl enter my life. I smile to myself right now thinking that I'm really lucky to have her here still. I plan to always cherish her,no matter the cost at this point.
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"Diary"
RandomI've done diaries in the past but I got the urge to do one again because of mad men. I went straight to the episode of don on his own in his apartment ,writing down his thoughts.
