Be awake in the middle of the night sparks questions and sometimes answers. I don't sleep well anymore. I either have trouble sleeping or sometimes I believe if I'm awake for so long I won't go to sleep at all which is my predicament now. I never intend to stay up,I just unfortunately and fortunately do. Positive side is I can be in my bed and think. Think about my life,think about you,what I should of done and shouldn't have done and what I need to do. It sparks the question,what am I living for?......I'm living for the finer things in life and by finer I mean the little moments. The moments where I can say I'm grateful that I'm alive and that I can be here. I figured out a while ago and off of opinions of people is that I'm solely not just living for me,I'm living for other people. I'm living for the one I hold dearly cause she needs me to live,I'm living for my family and friends cause they love me and I them. We all live for something,we all live for that one thing that makes everyday bearable and meaningful to be alive.
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"Diary"
عشوائيI've done diaries in the past but I got the urge to do one again because of mad men. I went straight to the episode of don on his own in his apartment ,writing down his thoughts.
