Do I believe that we are drifting apart?
Yes and no. Yes because it just feels like we are and I can't explain it. No because me not explaining it is a reason that we aren't drifting apart. We are not causing us to drift,it's what around us that's taking us away from each other,I would never leave and if i did,I still would be here in some way taking care of you. I don't want us drift off to different places,I really don't. It's hard not talking to you for a week,I was starting to go through withdrawals it was scary.....unsettling that I was. If I didn't talk to you for ages I would fear I would forget your voice and soon after,you wouldn't be on my mind. I'm fighting to keep us here,to keep us relevant to each other. I don't want to lose you,especially not this way.

YOU ARE READING
"Diary"
AcakI've done diaries in the past but I got the urge to do one again because of mad men. I went straight to the episode of don on his own in his apartment ,writing down his thoughts.