Denial

ch.19

After 2 hours strait of pure happiness. I'm beat, my legs are soar and I'm sweating balls. Why is it so hot in this place? I look over at the clock and gasp while running towards the shower. I need to see Harry to talk about our stay. I haven't talked to him about it at all and I planned to do that as soon as I finished dancing.

As I'm getting ready, I make sure that I do one thing before I go over.

To Harry.
- Hey, Um I'm actually planning to go over to talk to you about important stuff.... So yeah. Omw soon.

After I press send i lock my phone and apply a little concealer on some blemishes, doesn't hurt to look presentable when your going to pay someone a visit. Well it's Harry, who cares. So I just rush over to my closet and grab a white tank top and a gray cardigan. It's pretty dark out and it looks cold, so I put in some leggings and my grey uggs. I take one last look in the mirror and realize my hair is still wet, but I just comb it out and scurry to my car.

I look at my phone and realize I haven't gotten a text back from Harry, he's probably with his friend I assume.
As I approach what seems to be Harry and his friends' house, I see the lights are on. I also spot out a white Range Rover, which is weird because Harry doesn't own one and Harry once mentioned that his friend drives a black mustang. I shrug it off and park. As I'm walking towards the door, I'm feeling anxious and I have absolutely no Idea why.

"Scarlett, chill. We're only here to see Harry. Not Orlando bloom or anything" I say to myself before hesitantly ringing the doorbell. I wait 2 minutes and realize there isn't anyone coming, I get tired of waiting and reach for the door nob and surprisingly, it opens.

I peek my head through the door, and look both directions. Nothing. I wait a couple seconds before pulling my body through the door and close the door behind me slowly so I don't make any noise. He's probably asleep or something, but where is his friend? I look around and this place is huge. I mean, I live in a castle so this should seem like nothing to me but wow. This house is gorgeous.

As I'm looking in the living room, I hear a thumping sound come from upstairs. I frown and lead the way towards the stairs. When I get to the top I freeze in my place and try to see where the noise came from. So I wait. There it is again. And again. And again. I frown for what seems like the billionth time and make my way to a door strait down the hall. I lean in to the door to see if I hear anything else. I don't hear anything so I walk in and God I swear to you, this is the first time I've ever been in a state of shock and I don't know why.

I don't move. I don't speak. I don't blink. I just stand there, completely frozen.

"Holy shit Scarlett what the hell?!" I hear Harry say.

"Oh my god, Who the hell is she?!!!!" I hear a girl scream. I don't say a word, and it's weird because I always have something unsettling to say, especially in uncomfortable situations like this one. Then it hit me. I just walked in on Harry having sex.

I hear someone shuffling towards me, then I did the first thing that popped into my head. Run. I ran out of there like it was to save my life. When I got to my car. I broke down. Tears and tears just came pouring out, and fuck I have no clue as to why I'm fucking crying. I slam my hands on the steering wheel, I'm so damn confused. I start my car and speed off.

Harry's Pov.

As I try to make my way to Scarlett she takes off. I stand there and I'm honestly stunned that she just walked in on me having sex.... Gross. I turn around and I look at Kendall.

"Who. The. Hell. Is. She" she blankly asks. I'm afraid to answer, because I know whatever I say won't matter in this type of situation, but why not try? Right?

"She's um, uh. She's nobody. Niall had told me that someone was coming over to check on the rooms because some recently got painted. She must've gotten the wrong room" I say, praying to god she believes my lie. She stands up and covers herself with a blanket.

"Harry I can't go through this again. You know what? Fuck you. Don't call me." She angrily states and walks to the bathroom to change. What the fuck! Why out of all nights does Scarlett have to come?! I sigh and walk over to the nightstand by the bed. It says I have a text from Scarlett but why the hell do I want to read it now. I hear the bathroom door open and I jolt to my feet and scurry towards her.

"Please Ken-" I try and say but I'm shortly interrupted.

"Stop! Let me leave." She says before shoving me and walking out. God I hate Scarlett so much right now. She ruined everything.

After I made sure Kendall was gone, I got in my car and sped off to Scarlett's beach house. At this point all I can think about is how angry I am. I've been in love with Kendall since the 5th grade and I finally got the chance to get in bed with her. A chance now forever ruined by mrs. I-want-everything. I roll my eyes and squeeze the steering wheel until my knuckles turn white. I make my way up the drive way to realize her car is parked all wrong. But right now I just want to ask her why the hell she even went to my house at this our. I knock on the door 4 times and wait for an answer. I hear the door jiggle and the open. There she is, as she opens the door she looks up at me and her eyes go wide. I push the door open and make my way in. And I'm like a bomb, I'm ticked off.

"Why the hell did you go to my house at this hour, huh?!" I shout. I see her flinch and make like a squeal sounds. But I don't hold back.
"Answer me!"

Scarlett's Pov.

Why can I not manage to say one single word? It's like I'm thinking everything but I can't seem to get words to resemble what I'm thinking. He's ticked off and I'm frightened. I've never heard him this ticked off before so I don't know what to do.

"Answer me!" He shouts. I don't make a sound, so he walks up to me and grabs me by the shoulders and shakes me. Who the hell does he think he is? He can't do this. Not to me. Why me?

"Harry stop your hurting me" I manage to say while he's shaking me.

"You don't fucking answer! You ruined tonight for me you bitch! I loved Kendall and now you've ruined that! I hate you" and the next thing he does is something that I honestly would've never expected to happen to me in my life. He slaps me. I fall to the ground and as soon as that happens, he hears the thump I make with my fall, it's like he's brought back to reality. His eyes go wide as he looks down at me. I grab my wrist and look up at him. Tears spilling like water works.

"Oh no. No no no no no"  he shakes while crouching down next to me and reaches out to try and pick me up. But it's like everything is spinning. I'm not taking this bullshit from anyone.

"Don't fucking touch me, ever. I want you to get out, right now. Leave." I manage to say with so much hatred. 

"Scarlett I'm so sorry, I can't believe I just did tha- no no no. God damnit I'm so fucking sorry Scarlett" he says while tugging at his curls with his hands. He picks me up, and stands Infront of me.

"Get. Out" I say. He looks at me with a weary look . I wipe my tears away vigorously in his face to show him that he doesn't faze me. He nods and walks towards the door, as he makes his way over I can't feel the lump in my throat build.

When he gets to the door and is about to leave, he says "I'm honestly so sorry Scarlett. I am" and closes the door. I fall to the ground and cry what is left off me for the rest of the night.