Denial

ch. 26

"So I'm guessing you didn't get the memo when I told you I was going out right? Harry, I'm going out to a club with Justin. Can you just, stay away?" I say with a pleading tone. I stand there with my winter coat on my arms as I wait for his response. He sighs and looks down at his feet.

"Scar, you came here to get away from that behavior. And your mother told me to look after you, so I'm just doing my job" he states as if he understands.

"Meaning I can't have fun right? Meaning I can't go out with a great guy to a local pub? My past has to effect my future huh?" I say while putting my coat up back on the rack. I hear my phone buzz a couple times but I ignore it due to the amount of annoyance I feel at the moment.

"No you know what Harry, your right. Let me just keep myself locked up in my room and feeling sorry for myself" I state. He stands there with an expression I can't make out. Kind of like he isn't feeling anything.

"You know that's not what I mean, I was there when you almost fell off a balcony 6 stories high because of how cross faded you were! Don't you get it?! I'm here to protect you and your not letting me do that! I'm not going through that again Scarlett, and I'm sure as hell not letting you go through that again either." He says scowling me while walking slowly in my direction. The approximate space he takes up while walking towards me is haunting so I take steps back towards the door.

"Alright h-harry I get it. But I'm a new person, that's not me anymore and you have to understand that. Back then it was just about the thrill, im not like that anymore" I say trying to convince him that I wouldn't do something stupid tonight, but I know it myself that that's not true.

"What are you talking about? That was at least 5 months ago Scarlett! You don't just magically change over night, snap out of it! Your the same fucking you you were months ago. You haven't changed" he says while standing one foot away from me. I can feel his hot breath creeping down my neck. Oh god what is happening. This can't happen. No no Scarlett don't let him do this. He'll suck you right back in and you'll be heartbroken.

He inches closer and closer towards my face and I can smell the mint taking up my entire body, I start to close my eyes waiting for his pink plump lips to reach mine, but I never get to experience that feeling because a loud knock comes from behind us and I jump in shock.

Were we about to kiss? Was i really going to let that happen? Oh my god. I look at him for a couple seconds before shaking my head and opening the door.

"Hey I was waiting outs-" Justin says but stops talking when he looks past me, to Harry.

"Yeah, I'm ready to go" I smile turning around trying to get to my coat but accidentally bump into Harry's chest instead.

"I uh-yeah" I say to him as steps aside allowing me to grab my coat. I look at him one last time and then walk out. Justin intertwines our fingers together and I see him look back as we're walking away.

I hop into his Mercedes and as we pull out of the driveway, I see Harry standing at the door with his hands crossed across his chest. I don't care what he does, as long as he's not there when I return.

The whole ride was filled with pure silence as I feel that Justin is upset, or bothered. I look over a couple times and I feel him look over as well.

"Look scar if there is something going on between you and Harry I don't-" he says and I'm overtook by embarrassment as I stop what he is about to say. I don't want him to finish that thought.

"No, never. He's just apart of staff and that's how it'll stay. You don't need to worry" I smile as I reach over putting my hand on his inner thigh. He looks down and looks over at me, smirking.

"Don't start what you can't finish babe" he says while looking back at the road with the biggest grin on his face.

"Who said I wouldn't finish?" I say smirking while "innocently" biting my finger and throwing him a wink.

And with that we're on the side of the road of an abandoned street. He reaches over the cup holder and grabs my face giving me a passionate kiss. It's a hot make out session until he starts pulling me over to his seat in order to sit on top of him.

"Let's forget about that pub and just have our own little party in here yeah?" He says as our breaths take up the air space of the car. I chuckle and nod and start grinding down on him.

Oh what a night.

*Next Morning*

I open my eyes to a sunny sky and in the backseat of a Mercedes. I'm confused for a sec until I remembered the events that happened last night and I lay my head back down on his chest with a smile.

But as I close my eyes, my mind goes on a hot flash again.

I envision Harry passionately grabbing me as we both crave each other's touch. I grind down on his apparent bulge as he groans out, pleading for the teasing to end. We make our way to the backseat together as he takes off my clothes and I do the same, but slowly take down his boxers with my face only a few inches away from his erection. He looks down and groans while looking up to the hood of the car. I lick his erection up and down, once I get to his head I suck on it and lick my way from his abs up to his mouth. We make out for a good 2 minutes before I feel his fingers slowly rubbing against my clit and I open my mouth a wide O expression as I close my eyes and tilt my head up. I grind myself on his fingers and he starts kissing on my neck.

"God your so sexy Kendall, so so sexy" he hums out into my neck.

And that's when I'm snapped out of it. I wake up and sit while there is apparent sweat dripping from my forehead. I grab my head and start to sob quietly. I look over back to Justin and see him fast asleep. I get up slowly and start putting my clothes back on. Why the fuck am I having wet dreams about Harry while I'm with Justin?! This can't be happening and it can never happen.

Play with fire and you'll just end up getting burned.