Guess What
~Summer~
"God, you look so beautiful," Kellin mumbled. His eyes were fixed on mine, not his expensive food.
"Kellin," I mumbled while blushing, "I… umm, eat. Your dinner cost a lot."
He shrugged. "I'm not hungry for what's on my plate." He winked at me.
I let out a shaky breath. Before leaving the hotel to go to the restaurant we're in, he pleaded that we stay in the room. He didn't want to go out to eat. He wanted to stay in our hotel room and have sex. I can't blame him for wanting it. It's our honeymoon and I haven't let him touch me intimately once. I need to tell him first.
His fingers impatiently tapped on his table. "Summer, can we go back to the hotel now? Please?"
I sighed. "Kellin, wait, okay? I… I need to tell you something." Shit! How am I going to do this? I could just rip the bandaid off, or I could draw it out a little bit. Oh fuck! He's looking at me weirdly. I should just tell him already. "Guess!" I exclaimed without thinking. What?
"What?" He looked confused.
"Guess. Guess what I have to tell you." Really? Guessing? Good going, brain of mine.
"Oh… okay? Umm… are you touring soon?"
I shook my head. "Nope…"
"Are you sick?"
I shrugged. Well… "Kinda."
"Kinda?"
I nodded. "Yeah, keep guessing," I ordered.
"Fine. Are you on your period?" Yes Kellin, ask that in a fancy restaurant with other people around.
"No…" I won't be for another eight month, either. How cool is that?
"Are you pregnant?" I stayed silent and gave him a nervous smile. At first he looked like he was going to guess something else, but then his eyes got wide and his jaw dropped. "You're pregnant?!" he gasped.
"Surprise!" I laughed nervously. A perfect laugh to go with my smile.
"W-what?! How long have you been?" Kellin' face was unreadable. Was he upset? Happy? I know for a fact that the news shocked him.
"I think I'm a month along," I answered.
"When did you find out?"
"Umm… the night of my bachelorette party. I took a test. I've been waiting for the right moment to tell you."
"Wow… we're having a kid… wow." He stared at the table, as if he was memorizing the pattern of the table cloth. A slow smile crept onto his face.
"Yeah… wow. I'm excited. Blu told me that when she became pregna-"
"Wait," Kellin interrupted. His smile was now gone and his eyes were fixed on me. "Blu knows? Blu knew before me?"
"Yeah. She knew was with me when I took the test. What's wrong?"
He shrugged. "Nothing, I just think that I should have been the first person to know, not Blu. I'm the father. I'm your husband. Why didn't you just tell me?"
Now I feel stupid. If I knew I could've just told him without him being any bit upset, I would have. I don't know why I didn't. I do know that it angered him though.
"Kellin," I said, "I didn't-"
"You didn't think I would be happy? You didn't think I would want you if you were pregnant? Do you know me at all?!" People began to look over at us. At me and my angry husband.
"Kells, lower your voice," I hissed. "People are staring."
"Fine, let's leave then." He stood up and put some of our foreign money on the table, paying for both our meals. He stormed out of the place, pulling on his leather jacket. I followed, my high-low dress flowing with my steps.
"Kellin," I called after him. "Kellin!"
He turned around. He was furious now. I rubbed my arms since it was chilly outside. "What?"
"I'm sorry, okay? I didn't know you would care this much! I only found out like four days ago! Calm down! It's our honeymoon, stop fighting with me!"
"I'm not fighting with you! I'm sorry I'm upset! You're carrying my child. You should tell your husband before anyone else." He turned back around and began walking again, much faster than I was.
"Kellin!" I whined. I began walking faster to catch up with him. "Stop being upset! We're having a baby; Scarlett's getting a sibling. This is great, so stop with your attitude."
Once again he stopped in his tracks and turned to face me. "Summer, I'm not upset that we're having a baby. I'm upset that I wasn't first to know. It's our baby. Not yours and Blu's. Blu is having a baby of her own."
I slowly walked up to Kellin until our chests were almost touching. I wore heels that were about three inches, so I was a little taller than usual. My dress was strapless and tight at the top. Under my breasts it flowed out. Kellin couldn't see my bump. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He was still raging mad, but it didn't matter. Having a screaming match on the sidewalks of Paris wasn't going to help anything. Going back to our suite and having a quiet conversation might.
"Kellin," I mumbled, "I'm very sorry I didn't tell you first. Can we just… go back to the hotel and not scream at each other where people could walk by and hear? I'm sorry, I should have told you ASAP. This is our honeymoon, though! We should celebrate our marriage, not fight about something as silly as this. Lets go back to our suite, okay?"
He sighed and unwrapped my arms from him. I frowned. He just shook his head and began walking back to our hotel. Luckily it was it walking distance.
We walking back together in silence. Halfway to the hotel I ended up catching up to him, so we walked next to each other. The silence wasn't awkward, lucky me.
We said nothing to each other as we got back to our room. I could tell he was still mad, so I left him alone. He could tell I was still sad, so he left me alone. We got into our pajamas, shut the suite lights off, and crawled into bed. We turned away from each other, our back together. It's so cold without him holding me during the night.
That's how we slept all night. It was cold, lonesome, and gave off a weird feeling. I could tell when he was awake, and vice versa. I could tell when he almost rolled over to cuddle, and vice versa. We stayed awake for most of the night, pretending to be asleep. We both we're probably wishing we were awake and doing something else. I know that's what we both wanted. I wanted to now since he knows about my pregnancy and he's wanted to since he awoke yesterday morning.
It was about six in the morning, same time as last, when I felt it coming. I groaned and rolled out of bed. I knew he was awake and noticed me, but I didn't give a damn. I tried to slowly make my wake to the bathroom, but I failed. I ended up power-walking and leaving the door wide open.
"Oww… fuck," I coughed. Morning sickness is the worst way to start the day. Well, second worst. The first is staying awake for most of night while battling your husband to see who can ignore each other better. The first was last night and this morning, ever since was got into bed.
I didn't hear Kellin get out of bed or come into the bathroom as I threw up. Who could? No one. I could feel his hands pulling back my hair, him mumbling, "It's going to be okay…", and him knelt down next to me. I was on my knees, my hands gripping the toilet seat and my head in the bowl.
"Ow! K-Kellin, it hurt-ts!" I croaked out.
"I know, I know. It's going to be fine," he whispered. I felt one oh his hands rub my back and left shoulder.
I stopped vomiting and inhaled deeply. Oh God, that did not feel good. I pulled away from the toilet and sat cross-legged on the tile. I held my head in my hands, my elbows resting on my knees. Kellin stood up to grab me a towel. I wiped my mouth off before shakily standing to my feet. I grabbed my toothbrush and brushed my teeth. Kellin stood by me the whole time while I cleaned my mouth. Maybe I was wrong. He's here in sickness and in health.
After making my mouth once again clean I looked at myself and my partner in the mirror in front of us. I found Kellin looking at us as well. I couldn't think of anything to say. It didn't matter though. He beat me to it.
"I was thinking last night, as if there is going to be four of us now, you, me, Scarlett, and the new baby, we're going to need to move into a bigger place. We've… been talking about moving to Oregon lately, and so has Jesse, so why don't we start looking for houses now? A big one, with a big pool and backyard. I want our kid to spend as much time outside as possible. I want to teach him to play a few sports, how to swim, how to ride a bike, and all that."
I slowly smiled, as did he. "You're not mad anymore," I mumbled. There was a little giggle in my voice.
He shook his head no. "I'm not. I was being stupid last night. It doesn't matter who you told first or whatever. What matters is that you and I are on our honeymoon, we're having a baby, we have an adorable little girl back in Michigan, and we've got a lot to look forward to. Like moving. Also, I think the baby is a boy. Instead of calling the baby an it, we should call the baby a boy."
"I agree," I mumbled. I turned to the left as Kellin turned to his right. He leaned down and gave me a kiss. He pulled a tiny bit away. "I love you…"
"I love you right back." His hands made their way to my stomach. He lifted my pajama top and caressed my belly. He chuckled at the bump. "Your baby bump is big for one month."
I laughed. "I know, I think we're gonna have a big baby."
"Maybe…" He grabbed my hands and led me out of the bathroom. He laid down on the bed and pulled me on top of him. I giggled. "Summer, since this is our honeymoon can we fuck now?"
I rolled my eyes and grinned at his eagerness. "Sure." I planted a kiss onto his lips. I rearranged my legs so I was straddling him.
"Wait, just one thing," Kellin mumbled from under me.
"Yeah?" I whispered. I leaned down to kiss his neck.
"Since you aren't touring for awhile, I'm taking you on tour with me this summer. I'm going to take care of you like the good husband I am."
I pulled away from and smiled. "Okay. Yeah, okay. Thank you, Kellin, for caring and taking care of me. I love you," I whispered. I pressed my lips to his before he could say it back. Finally, for the first time since we got to Paris, I got to prove I loved him, and vice versa.
A/N: Hey guys, I hope you liked the chapter. I did. Anyway, I have to work on this project thing for English class. I have to make a movie trailer for a book I'm trying to "sell" to my class. Since I'm working on that this weekend, I can't update for a few days. Sorry guys.Kellin's clothes on the left. Summer's on the right.
Can I get seven comments for this chapter? Thank you! :)
~Catt Epic
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