Be Your Last First Kiss - A Harry Styles Love Story

The angels from above - Epilogue

I took her hand in mine, shedding a tear from my eyes once again. She lied there, cold. Only hours ago she was awake, talking.

She had 20 minutes left. I wished to hear her sweet voice again. The one that made me smile. I can hear it in the back of my mind.

She can't leave. 17 was way too young for someone so precious to leave. I couldn't leave Avery out of my life forever. It's too difficult. It's only been a 2 months, but it doesn't matter.

Avery, I loved. I loved her more than chicken, or mum's homemade cooking. I loved her more than my own soul.

I could feel the angels surround her, observing her near death body. I could hear them talking to her, telling her it was her time soon, to go.

I grasped her hand tightly. I knew she was still here. Her heart monitor beeping slowly. I wanted to see her precious grey eyes one more time. Once more is all I asked.

I didn't care if she didn't talk, or moved. I just wanted to see those feirce eyes of hers.

"10 minutes" I hear someone call from the door. I nodded my head slowly letting another tear fall from my already tear stained face. 10 more minutes with her.

I have no clue what to do without Avery. I would have nobody. Nobody to sing with. Nobody to laugh with.

Nobody to share my life with.

The angels must of heard me as I suddenly heard a murmur slip out of Av's mouth. My reflexes struck as I perched myself on the bed next to her still pale body. I saw her mutter inhumane words as I put my large hand to her face, bringing it down slowly to caress her face.

Her eyes gradually opened, adjusting to the light to the room. It was dim but to her it was like looking in the sun. I dimmed the lights more with the switches above her until she adjusted. I smiled at her, trying to cover my sadness. She saw right through me, trying to lift her hand to wipe my tears away but she was too weak.

Too weak to even lift a finger.

"Harry" She croaked as I gulped the knot in my throat. Her voice was hoarse and low. Her chirpiness gone forever. "Don't cry" 

"I don't know what I will do without you" I admit wiping away my tears as I watch her blink ever so slowly. I could see her eye lids were drooping. She was close to leaving.

"I know what you will do" She took in a sharp breath, trying to maintain her breathing which was never constant. "Go sing"

"I can't without you" I cried.

"You can Harry. You can" She smiled weakly, only showing parts of her straight teeth. "Just remember I will always be there for you. Above"

"Don't leave"

"But I have to.."

"No. I mean don't leave me be. Alone. I want to know you are always with me" I say rubbing my thumb over her cheek. She nodded lightly as I noticed the heart monitor started producing a deeper and louder tone.

37 beats per minute.

"Hazza. I have to go.."

"Av. Please"

"I'm sorry" She muttered as she started lowering her eye lids.

"AVERY!" I cried out for her as she didn't respond. Her heart rate dropping gradually.

"Harry.. one more thing.." She mumbled, almost a whisper. Her eyes were closed but she continued to talk. "I love you"

I couldn't help myself. Before she left life on Earth, I pressed my lips against hers. The sparks flew through me until one tragic noise made me unlatch my lips from hers.

The heart monitor showed the straight line, I never hoped to see. Her nurse rushed in as I broke down onto the chair next to her bedside. The nurse had a solemn look on her face walking to her bedside. She unhooked the machine quietly, putting the cords away. She did one final job, to signalise her death forever.

The white blanket was placed softly on her delicate face, never to be seen again.

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