Caught Up (SERIES PT. 3)

Pt. 6

I miss you, I really really really miss you. Those words echoed over and over again. Yesterday images replayed in my mind. I felt Jay grabbing my hand again and I instantly woke up out of my sleep. I looked at the clock and it was 3 in the morning. I burried my face in my hands trying to shake it all off me. Frankie turned over and put her arm across my lap.

"Aye you alright? This the third time thats happened tonight". I moved her hand and got out the bed to head downstairs.

"Yeah im good. Ima go down to the kitchen really quick". I headed downstairs and got my fruits out the fridge. These were the only things that were really going to calm me down. As usual I sat on the counter and got on my phone. I had a text message from this unknown number about a few hours ago. Havent really looked at my phone today, just wasnt in the mood to bother with it. I opened the message and it said Just wanted you to know that I have never stopped thinking about you. You still have a place in my heart, I hope there's a place in yours for me -Jay.

"He is never going to stop". I mumbled to myself. I ate a pineapple staring at the text when Frankie came from around the corner and instantly I deleted the message. She actually scared me because I didnt even hear her like usual.

"Tell me whats up. Whats wrong?". She got in between my legs and rested her head on my shoulder.

"Just worried about this upcoming show. Its a lot babe".

"Why you stressing over that. Ive seen you work under pressure, you've done shows before this. I know what your capable of and you do too. Why you doubting yourself?". She took a strawberry out my bowl, ate it and then sat on the counter with me.

"Im not doubting myself. Just want it to be perfect and I wanna do better everytime no matter how many shows ive done".

"Now you know perfection is a fantasy. You got this baby. Im right behind you dont worry everything gone work out. Look if you want I can help, critique some things, look over stuff with you?".

"You know I love when your my supporter. I got this though thank you babe. I know I shouldnt worry so much so I wont". I gave her a kiss and then she hopped off the counter.

"Alright my soldier I see you got this. Well ima head back to bed just wanted to make sure you were really ok. So dont be long you know I need someone to wrap myself around". We laughed and she went back upstairs after blowing me a kiss. That statement she made had me thinking of a few things but I removed it from my mind and focused more on me and Frankie. When she's in my presence oh my goodness I feel like im falling in love all over again. But when im not around her or when she leaves my presences its like she doesnt stick with me. Its like she takes herself with her and I dont like that empty feeling. Just like now, she just left a few seconds ago and im already feeling that emptyness. Its frustrating not knowing what to do but but whats more frustrating is that I dont know to tell her how im feeling right now and I dont want her to feeling like im hiding which I kind of am but I dont want her to suspect it.
After clearing my head I went back upstairs and got in the bed. I cuddled up with Frankie and once again im falling in love all over again.

FEW DAYS LATER

FRANKIE'S POV

"I need me a drink man, I need something strong". I met up with a few people to chill at the house while everyone was out and while I was off. Mentally im frustrated, im noticing things and its just making me wonder whats really going on.