Caught Up (SERIES PT. 3)

Pt. 14

FRANKIE'S POV

I swear I didnt get any sleep last night and I know the way I was sleeping im gone feel that crook in my neck sooner than later. Last night, at this point all I can do is shake my head. I honestly dont know how to go about all this. Im just trying to figure out when's, where's and why's because the harder I try to process it and make sense of it in my mind it just doesnt add up. I got up and went into the house to get some liquor in my system, something strong thats gone put hair on my chest. When I walked in Lana was making breakfast and the kids were here. I really forgot that its Saturday. Seeing her I didnt know what to feel. Should we move forward and fix this issue or do I ignore her and make her suffer.

"Hey babe, um you want some? I made extra just in case you were hungry".

"Um, yeah I can eat. Wassup my man". I hugged on Kayden while rubbing in his head. Him and Innocence would be the only ones right now to light up my day. I kissed on Innocence and sat on the couch.

"So Frankie .. I was wondering would you mind coming to my show tonight?".

"I gotta think about it. Kevin texted me this morning about doing something tonight. I'll try and see".

"Well alright. If you can make it, it starts at 8". I remained quiet and just waited for my food. After this I was somewhat going to head out just to get out the house.

LANA'S POV

"Girl I am dying over here. Ive never seen her so mad before". I laid on Des lap and started crying. Even though I knew things were going to end bad, thinking on a situation and experiencing it are two different senerios.

"Look you had to say something. If yall dont got no struggles or set backs yall dont have a real relationship. A lot of people go through this and its mostly married people who just be like they dont feel the same or they dont want it no more. This is life Lana and your a human being. Dont beat yourself up, just try to make it right". She rubbed my back and I just needed to get everything off my chest.

"Ive been seeing Jay". Even though I wasnt looking at her I knew exactly what her face looked like, she's my cousin so I know everything.

"Bitch dont play, uh uh dont even do it. See ... Im not gone stick around for this conversation".

"Des im serious and I promise you when I say he's changed like girl he is a whole different person. But I had to back away from him because I felt those feelings come back. So I havent spoken to him since last night".

"Hold the fuck up! Last night? What the hell happened last night? See how you leaving me in the dark about everything".

"Well I spent the day with him yesterday and he invited me to this award thing for his coach. So we got all dressed up and went. But I realized started to like him again and then of course Frankie was blowing up my phone. Long story short I had to just stop it all before it got out of hand".

"I cant believe my ears. The same dude that put his hands on you? Put you in the hospital and practically stalked you? Shaking my head I dont know who side I should be on right now like Lana what the hell is going on with you?".

"Frankie went to jail and came out a better person, why cant Jay become one too".

"Girl !! Do you hear yourself? Thats even worse! See its a pattern you dont know how to choose people to be with. For example Chris! Oh my god that nigga wasnt shit. For nothing on this world. I dont know who im looking at or who im talking to but this isnt my cousin. Uh uh I dont like it and im not gone sugar coat on nothing. I love you and all but you have to get yo shit together". I couldnt help but cry because I did gain feelings back for Jay but im still in love with Frankie. I know i need to make some decisions quick before I put myself in a deeper hole. I honestly appreciate Des words but at the end of the day its my life, and I can make my own decisions. So whatever decision I make, I hope I can still have my cousin in my corner. I sat up wiped my face and pulled myself together. She was right though this is life, if we dont have any setbacks then what we've invested in for this long was all for show.