Caught Up (SERIES PT. 3)

Part 22

LANA'S POV

Tonight was more than I expected. I got along with everyone, Jay's family is extremely funny and very very welcoming which I was very nervous about. But all in all its the beginning. Tomorrow im meeting his parents and that im super duper nervous about. Jay just kept telling me im going to be fine and that I really didnt have anything to worry about. Im going to take his word unless proven otherwise. We got back to the hotel and after all the food I ate I just wanted to lay down because I was stuffed like a teddy bear. Literally. And one thing about hotels that I love more than how everything looks is how good the bed feels. Its so dam soft its like it sucks you in and make you never want to get up.

"Babe I am exhausted. Its been so long since I ate like that. You trying to tell me I need to gain weight or something?". I thought about it because he was encouraging me to eat a little more of everything. I snapped my neck at him and evil eyed him because if that was the case we was gone have a problem.

"Do you hear yourself? You sound crazy, your perfectly fine why would I want to change you. If I wanted to be with someone the way your looking at it I wouldnt be with you. Right or wrong".

"Nice way to save yourself but you right. Just checking". I changed out of my clothes and got in the bed I was so ready to get comfortable and watch cold case. Lord knows this is my show and im so mad they cancelled it. But as long as they keep playing the reruns im ok with that, its juicer and juicer every time I watch it. Jay came from out the bathroom, hopped in the bed and was on the verge of going to sleep. I was going to let him because he's been driving me around, dealing with my foolishness all day and we were both worn out. But as I continued to watch tv the conversation I had with Diamond and Kasey popped into my mind and I realized there were things that I still didnt know about Jay that I never bothered to ask. Jay was laying on his stomach and had his head facing towards the night stand. I slightly shook him and called his name to get attention but this fool was truly in a deep sleep. I sat on his back and called his name a little louder and shook him a little harder. He mumbled and I asked him to wake up for a minute because I wanted to talk to him before I forget.

"Come on Lana, this cant wait until tomorrow?

"Jay it cant. Ima try to make it quick". He squirmed around in the bed to re position his self and I took a deep breath. Only because I dont know how he is going to feel about me asking him certain questions. "You really love me right?".

"Of course you cant tell?".

"Its just a question because if you really love me then the questions I wanna ask shouldnt bother you as much". All the nerves in my body felt like they were having a party. I shook my hands trying to grow a pair of balls, I really didnt want him to be mad at me. Just open besides its just a question, well to me it is.

"Wassup man stop being around the bush. Im tired".

"Ok im just curious, but what was your name. When you were .... a girl?". His eyes opened so fast it scared me. Thats when I knew that this was something that was going to bother him but its stuff I want to know. Something I sorta need to know.

"What you wanna know that for? You been talking to my sisters?

"Well yes I have but it was because I brought it up. Im just wondering thats all".

"Thats not important. At all, why the hell you care anyway?".

"Jay why you being all serious? It was just a question". I felt some type of way because of the way he was reacting to it. Im not sure why he wont tell me or cant tell me. He asked me to get off of him and I refused. I tried to talk to him as normal as possible but he wasnt with it tonight. I got off his back and sat on my side of the bed.