Caught Up (SERIES PT. 3)

Pt. 4

FRANKIE'S POV

I fucked up and I know I fucked up. Shouldve never listened to Kevin and let him talk me into going last night. And because of that, I created a fire that aint gone die down no time soon. How can I come back from this? I have no dam clue but I need to do something. I stayed over at my homie Nia house for the night. This my right hand man and at this moment I needed her because the road im going down dont have a pretty end.

"Aye Nia where the food at kid!".

"Nigga! Yo greedy ass man. You my homie and all but you need to pull it together cause this life you living aint the right choice". Me and Nia are fairly to different people. She's much more common sensed than me and aint with the whatever life. She really do got her head on straight. But this lecture I feel she about to give me aint the buisness right now.

"Yo look ion need them early morning lectures. Im already in a rough spot. But dont worry about the food ima just get outta here. Ima get at you later".

"Im just trying to help thats all. But if you say so. Call me if you need me, you know where im at so yeah". I put my shoes on and headed back home. Hopefully Lana was on her way to work by now and I can get in the bed and relax since she been kicking me out and making me sleep on the couch. I need to think of something quick, like yesterday quick.

I got home and I noticed her car was still here I wasnt bummed out but I knew when she said for me to come when she not there was the real deal. I walked in the house and she was walking upstairs. She looked at me and then rolled her eyes. In my head im telling myself dont cause a scene because I just wanted to talk to her to be honest. I called for her but she continued up the stairs closing our door and as much as I wanted to leave the house at this moment there was no time to run. I took my shoes off and made my way upstairs but she locked the door on me which ticked me off a little bit because she started to act childish but I know I fucked up bad this time.

"Lana open the door please?". She was quiet for a good little minute and it hurt me to know that she isnt ok because of me. "Come on babe I wanna talk to you".

"Your talking".

"No. Face to face, not between the door. Come on you acting childish again". I heard her feet slowly walking to the door and she unlocked it, which was surprising usually I would be standing out here for hours waiting on her to let me in. She sat back down on the bed eating ice cream and focusing her self on the tv. "Can I have your attention? Please?".

"If you gone make up excuses I dont wanna hear what you gotta say. If BS gone come from your mouth save your breath".

"Look im truly, honestly sorry. I was only going to be gone for an hour or two but ... things got out of hand and I lost track of time". By the look on her face I cant tell whats she's feeling. Is she making me work for this, is she actually hearing me out. I cant read her at all.

"Those are excuses Frankie. How about the fact that you didnt call or text me to let me know that you was gone step out. You doing what you did basically shows a sign of being sneaky. I dont mind Kayden being here by himself he's old enough to take care of himself and Innocence you know that. But why not let me know something. Its the little things Frankie, the smallest that counts and by you not doing that rubbed me the wrong way. So your sorries dont mean anything because you DONT mean it. Know what im feeling when you say that? I feel your only apologizing just to get back on my good side and that aint gone work with me. So until your actions match up to what your saying to me? Then we can actually talk about something". She finished up her ice cream, got up and started getting ready to leave for work. I watched her as she made her way around the room getting ready and it killed me to see her not talk to me better yet act this way towards me. Throughout these 10 years we have been together on and off, these last few days have been my worse. Us barely talking, me not thinking straight, just a whole bunch of miscommunication going on. When I really look into it all its sad of how we are letting these situations come between what we buit and get the best of us.