Caught Up (SERIES PT. 3)

Part 21

FRANKIE'S POV

This taking a break from Lana has been killing me. We havent spoke in days, she havent answered any of my calls and it comes to a point where you have to decide do you give up or do you keep on trying. But what im not going to do is sit around and mop all day that aint me and never will be. I drove over to my  best friend La'Keisha house since she claimed that I dont love her no more and I forgot about her. This is my fucking best friend that we talking about how the hell? I knocked on her door and she came and answered the door as usual all loud for no reason.

"Bitch I should fucking kill you!".

"What I do? You know how many times you've said that and look im still alive". I sat down on the couch while she went back in her room and fixed her hair. 

"Dont test me. Yo black ass went MIA, gone into the wind, poof like it wasnt nothing and didnt give a nigga no type of notice no nothing. You fired as my best friend. We gone have to start over or something. I dont like this shit".

"Fuck you talking about Keisha?  Shut up and stop being stupid, thats far from true. Shit been rough these days. You rude as fuck though aint show me no love no hug, nothing".

"You want a hug? Come here". She came back into the living room. I got up, she hugged me and then slapped me on the back of my head. "There you go".

"Aggy ass little girl I swear. Wassup man". I shook my head and sat back down. It never fails with her same ole chick. "Where bae at?". 

"Where what? Where who? Get the fuck out of here. Im just gone be single for the rest of my life cause Mu'fuckas out here played, and I aint got time for games. Way too grown for that childish shit. So when a mu'fucka can show me they can act right then maybe i"ll get back to it. Until then I aint stressing on nobody.

"Oh lord back to your old ways huh? I feel you".

"Dam right, you know me im the wrong one to play with. And what you mean you feel me? Whats going on with you and Lana?".

"Man a lot. Like we just drifting apart, havent talked in days, she wants me to move out. Now Keisha you know I dont go all out just for anybody but I practically did almost everything and nothing worked. So now im on my last leg and bout to give up period. No point in chasing someone that aint even worrying about you". Keisha started putting on this sad look and I dont know what for. I aint come over here for a pitty party. Came to chill with ha aggy ass and I know she bout to start acting all mushy and stupid.

"Aw best friend you need a real hug? Come". She opened her arms and walked towards me but I shoved her away.

"Come on now stop with all that gay shit yo".

"Alright alright but in all seriousness all I got to say is wow! Yall was together for a long time, power couple type shits. Think she with someone else? Cause aint nobody gone give up on like what 10+ years? and not try to work it out".

"Nah nah. She not like that. If anything she's keeping herself busy with work and shit. But enough about all that, I aint come over here to be talking about her. We gotta catch up real talk".

"Still smoke?".

"I do now".

I sat back and watched Keisha basically roll and everything. I always did cause she always looked good doing it. She finished up and we went into her backyard. It was cool outside, quiet, something that I needed. We smoked and didnt say anything, just enjoyed what was going on. Maybe I do need to do me who knows Lana probably doing her own thing while I sit around hoping for a miracle to happen. The more I smoked the more I thought about it and decided not to give a fuck no more, but I still wanna be here for Kayden and Innocence. Not seeing them everyday is going to kill me but its not about them. Its about me and my happiness. 

"Let me come stay with you". 

"Frankie what? Shut up".

"Im serious though and this aint the high talking. Ok maybe it is but im thinking, you aint got no little girlfriend to worry about me being here, shit you got another room that barely is used, saves me money in buying a whole new place and you my mu'fucking best friend. Put me on".

"Yeah it is the high talking. You know I like my dam space yo, I dont need you fucking up my shit".

"Man chill out aint nobody trying to come in here fucking up yo shit". She side eyed me and said I can stay with her. I just smiled hard as hell cause we gone have fun living together, shit I think so.

"One rule though, you can be fucking no bitches in my shit unless I approve. You know how I am about you".

"I got you I got you. See I knew you loved the kid. But foreal we gone make it happen when Lana comes back from out of town Monday". Keisha nodded her head and we finished up. Im taking everything day by day and I know shit gone get better I just gotta put it in the air that ima be good instead of stressing on the what ifs.