Kavi

16. Help me /S/

Lately Kirstie had been feeling worthless and empty. A lot has happened to her in the past month. She broke up with Jeremy. Got with Avi. Had sex with him. Then cheated on Avi with Jeremy. Had sex with him. Thought she was pregnant, and lost the child. She never believed any of the words that her friends would say.
"We care about you... You don't need to worry, we love you... Jeremy's gone he can't get to you anymore... We love you..."
All of it was crap to her. She started to cut herself again, not enough to hurt herself severely, but enough to make the depression go away. She became really good at hiding it. When she went anywhere, long sleeves were the way to go. Kirstie hated herself. She wasn't the bubbly, childlike, innocent girl anymore. She's had a shit ton of things happen to her that have damaged her. Avi was trying his best to help her, he let her stay over but she didn't really talk. He noticed her cuts a couple times and decided after 2 weeks it was enough.
"Hey Kirstie, can I talk to you for a sec?"
He stopped her on her way to bed.
She looked over to him and just nodded slightly and made her way over. Her face remained blank like always.
"How are you doing?"
"Fine..."
"I know you Sweetie, you're not fine. Let me see your wrists."
"NO! There's nothing to see."
"I've already seen it, just let me help."
"There's nothing to help. I'm too broken to be fixed."
"That's not true, why can't you understand that!"
Kirstie began to cry and walked out of the room.
"Wait Kirstie, I'm sorry I yelled."
He followed her into the spare room and she was sitting on the bed hiding her face.
"I don't feel anything anymore Avi... I can't feel anything. Everything's broken."
"I have an idea.. Maybe if we... you know... kissed, it could bring those feelings back. It could trigger something to help."
"I guess we can try, but what if it doesn't work? I'll be broken forever."
"I'll try my hardest. Are you ok with me kissing you?"
"Yes, I'm ready."
He grabbed both of her hands and sat down next to her on the bed. They turned to face each other. Avi brushed some of her hair behind her ear and ran his hand to her cheek. He cupped her face with his palm.
"You're so beautiful."
She looked down and Avi made his move. He leaned in and softly placed his lips on hers. He didn't want to go any farther before he made sure she was fine. He pulled away and rested his forehead on hers.
"Are you still ok?"
"I'm good, but I don't think it worked."
"I wasn't done sweetheart."
He pressed his lips on hers again and this time made a little movement in the kiss. She responded by leaning in closer to him and putting her hands around his neck. He saw this as a good sign and broke the kiss to pick her up. He laid her down and crawled on top of her supporting his weight with his elbows.
"Still good?"
"Yes."
The kiss got more passionate and Kirstie made the next move. She ran her hands under his shirt up his chest and traced his muscles. She lifted his shirt over his head and they continued to kiss.
"I.. think..it's....working.." Kirstie said in between kisses. Avi groaned in response and actually laid on top of her now. He stopped to look at her and cupped her face.
"I love you so much, Kirstie. You have no idea."
"I'm glad you're in my life Avi, I probably wouldn't be alive anymore if it wasn't for you. I love you too."
He kissed her again and she rolled them over to straddle him. She took her shirt off along with her bra and leaned down close to Avi's face. The feeling of their bare skin connecting made Kirstie relax and feel something again. Avi was so gentle with her and actually would make love to her instead of it just being sex. Just the single move of feeling skin on skin made Kirstie's heart jump. She kissed his cheek and moved to his neck.
"You're so perfect Kirstin. I wanna treat you like the princess you are."
Avi rolled his hips over so he was back on top. He lifted her hips up and started to pull off her pants. He left her panties and removed her pants completely. His own pants following. He placed one of his hands on her breast and the other palmed her womanhood. She moaned in response and bucked her hips up begging for more. He  went down to face her womanhood and used his teeth to pull at her panties. She couldn't wait anymore.
"Avi.. more!"
"Be patient, princess."
He went back up to her and kissed her passionately. She grabbed the back of his neck and tugged at his hair to pull him closer and she moved her hands down scratching at his back. His hand moved down to her area and he inserted two fingers.
"Mmmm... Aviiii...."
He pumped his fingers until she got the little shock and pulled his hand away.
"Feel okay?"
"More then okay."
Avi removed his boxers and Kirstie admired him. She never took the time to appreciate what exactly he carried. He was big, but not overly huge. Kirstie flipped them over and moved down to his now hard erection. She wrapped a hand around him and lightly squeezed.
"Kirssssstiiee..."
She let go and kissed his tip before taking him into her mouth. She was glad she didn't have a gag reflex and took advantage, taking all of him in.
She bobbed her head until he came and went back up to kiss him again. She went to his ear and whispered.
"Fuck me. Hard."
He looked at her surprised and said,
"You naughty little princess, I can do that."
He picked her up and laid her down pinning her hands above her head.
"I love you so much Kirstie."
"I love you too Avi."
He kissed her passionately as he entered her and moved slowly. All of his passion was poured out into his actions and Kirstie retaliated the passion back. It was a sweet intimate time they shared and both collapsed after their climax in each other's arms.
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"I think it worked..."