All Hope Lost

Chapter 2

*lillys pov*
I was waiting for cam to get home.
He was taking forever so I decided to call johnson.
L- hey puke face
J- well that's a new one
L- come over I'm bored
J- okay I'll be right there
I waited for a little bit and johnson showed up.
"Hey!" I say excitedly since me and him don't hang out as much as we used to, I mean we used to hang out everyday...
"Hey how're you feeling?" He asks sitting down.
"Well I guess I've been moody according to cameron" I say
"But you've always been moody?" He laughs
"Tell him that!"
"You know me and him haven't even really had a conversation" he says
"Wait seriously?" I ask
"Well I mean, I'm pretty sure your husband isn't going to be best of friends with your ex boyfriend" he says
"He's pretty close with nate?"
"It's different with me though."
"How" I ask
"Well I mean he did kind of steal you from me.. So obviously there's going to be some tension between us" he says
"Oh..." I say
"I'm really not trying to make you uncomfortable but it's true"
"It's not really though" I say
"How?" He asks
"I mean, you cheated on me.. We would have broken up anyways" I say
"I only cheated because I saw you with him" he says
"You kissed another girl because you saw me and cameron, does that really sound logical Jack?" I ask
"Yeah it did at the time" he says
"Why are we even talking about this?" I ask
"If sam wouldn't have let you go to la we would still be together" he says
"Jack I think we both know it wouldn't have worked, now I don't want to have this conversation. I'm with cameron and I think you should probably go" I say.
"Yeah fine" he says getting up and leaving.
Did I do the right thing?
10 minuets later cam walks through the door.
"Hey" I say. He was acting weird.
"Hey" he says back.
"Are you okay?" I ask.
"Yeah I'm fine" he says
*camerons pov*
*20 minuets before getting home*
"You know she has anxiety and panic attacks now right" I say to jayden.
"Yeah" he says
"I'm seriously so confused, why are you so awful to her, I genuinely want to know." I say
"Jack Johnson" he says
"What? What about him?" I ask.
He kicked me out without saying another word.
What just happened, and what happens with Jack?
*lillys pov*
"What happens with sam?" She asks me.
"Nothing" I say
"Tell me." I say and he sits next to me.
"What even happend between Jack and jayden?" He asks.
"You went to see jayden didn't you? He's in town?" She asks and I nod.
"I never knew what happened" I say
*flashback*
"Why are you doing this jayden?!" I yell as he had me in a tight grip in the woods behind the park where I supposedly was suppose to meet nate.
"Jack." He says
"What about him?" I ask
"With Jack you can't hurt him unless you hurt the thing he loves" he says
"Why do you want to hurt him?" I ask
"Wouldn't you like to know"
*end of flashback*
"Wait does anyone know?" He asks me
"I don't know.. I never wanted to ask Jack, I never did."
"We have to figure this out" he says
"Well, we can always just ask jayden" I suggest.
"Okay do you really think I'm bringing my pregnant wife around a guy like that?" He asks
"Well what do you suggest?" I ask
"Talk to jack" he says
"I don't think he knows anything" I say
"It's worth a shot"
Not only did i think Jack knew nothing, but I didn't really want to be around him, he made things a little weird earlier, but we're Jack and lilly, it will subside and we'll be best friends again.
We get in my bug and drive to jacks. We go in and see Jack and nash sitting there.
"Can we talk?" I ask.
"Yeah" Jack says and me and cam sit.
"Remember a while ago when I was in the forest with jayden and you and Gilinsky helped me?" I ask
"Yeah?" He says.
"Well in that time I asked jayden why he was doing everything.." I say
"And his response?"
"He said your the reason" I say, my voice shaky. I didn't want Jack to think everything was his fault.
"What?"
"Yeah.." I say
"What'd he say I do?" He asks
"That's why we're here we thought you might know something" cameron says.
"Believe me if I knew I would have fixed it" he says.
"Okay, well thanks anyways" I say.
"But for whatever it is, I'm sorry lilly" he says giving me a hug.
We left back home.
"He knows something" cameron says as we walk inside.
"I'm sure he would tell us if he did" I say
"Or he's hiding whatever it is to keep himself safe" he says
"What has gotten into you cameron? Jack is my friend, and he would never hide something from me that can hurt me. He's a good person!" I say
"He's a good person? He used a girl to make you jealous, cheated on you, left you on your birthday because he got mad and has blown up on you several times!" He says
"Can we not do this.." I say
"I- I'm sorry.. I just am worried about you" he says
"You don't need to worry anymore. I'm safe. I've been safe for a while." I say
____
I woke up and our group chat was blowing up.
Sam: OGOC movie night?
Johnson: bro we haven't done that in agesss
Gilinsky: I'm in
Nate: tons of new horror movies.
Johnson: yeah but Lillys a baby
Lilly: shut up j😂 I'm in!
Sam: you're not too busy with your boy toy?
Lilly: no
Nate: lilly come over
Lilly: why?
Nate: because I'm lonely
Gilinsky: I'll come over
Nate: Nah bitch
Lilly: o h.
I lock my phone and get ready for the day.