All Hope Lost

Chapter 32

Me and cam were looking on Amazon and baby clothes for girls.
"We're getting that" he says pointing to a little white hat with a pink Pom Pom at the end of it. I added it to the cart and kept scrolling.
"Guess who's here!" Sadie yells running in our house.
"No idea" I say closing my laptop.
And in walks gilinsky with two giant boxes which cam helps him with.
"What's that?" I ask
"All of cars baby clothes, I have such great taste I figured you might want some" she says. She was right she does have amazing taste.
We sit down and go though the boxes.
"Aww I remember when she wore this" I say holding up a yellow sundress. "When I baby sat her" I say.
We grabbed a few bits and pieces to keep for peony.
"Thanks fav" I say hugging sadie.
"Of course I'm so excited for the little peanut to come" she says.
"Us too" cam says.
Soon Jack and sadie leave.
"Cam?"
"Hmm?"
"We should get a puppy" I say
"Lilly you couldn't even take care of your cat" he laughs.
"Well it bonded with my parents!" I say
"How about a fish?" He asks
"A fish?" I say scrunching nose.
"I mean it's simple doesn't need a lot of attention and if it dies you won't have a strong attachment to it" he laughs.
"Let's get me a damn fish then" I laugh.
"Seriously?" He asks
"Seriously."
He sighs and eventually we made our way to the pet store.
We walked back to the fish section and got a small tank and some stuff to go in it and food.
"What fish should we get?" I ask
"I don't know just get one" he laugh.
"I'll take this one" i say to the worker pointing at a tetra. (I actually have a 80 pound aquarium so yeah)
"Okay" he says and catches the fish putting it into a bag.
We pay for everything and go out to the car.
"What should I name it?" I ask
"Cameron" cameron says with a straight face.
"I'm naming it Tina" I say (bobs burgers amirite ladies?)
"Tina?" He laughs.
"Yep" I say with a proud smile.
We get back to the house and set up Tina's tank which looked fabulous.
"Okay we gotta let the bag sit in the water for 20 minuets then we can take her out" I say
I sit down and go on my social media.
I have had my profile picture as me and johnson for a while so I changed it to me and cameron.
"You guys are sooo cute!"
"Relationship goals!"
"Aww love you both xx"
Everyone left nice comments and I locked my phone before letting little Tina out of the bag.
"She's so cute!" I screech.
"Why are you so happy over a damn fish?" Cameron laughs.
"Because she makes me happy!" I say
"You make me happy" he says
"Smooth"
____next day____
"Lills" cam calls coming down the stairs.
"Yeah?" I ask
"Kian keeps bugging me to go to this party do you wanna come?" He asks
"I think I'm gunna stay in tonight" I say
"Pleasssseeee" he pouts.
"No cam but you go! You need a little fun!" I say encouraging him to just go without me.
"Only if you're okay with it" he says
"yes cameron go ahead" I say. "I'll be perfectly fine"
"Thanks babe" he says and kisses me.
I decided to message Lisa, mine and cams old manager for our modeling and see if she knows any good local photographers who will do my pregnancy shoots.
L- hey Lisa! I was wondering if you knew any good photographers who can take some shoots for me!
Lisa: oh you're pregnant again?! Congrats! Actually, we have a segment we're doing for pregnancy wear and have had trouble finding someone who can model... Would you be interested in modeling again?
I thought about it for a little bit and cameron walked downstairs.
"Cam?"
"Yes love?" He asks from the kitchen.
"Lisa our old manager, asked if I wanted to model pregnancy clothes for her" I say
"We'll do it" he says
"Should I?" I say not sure.
"Yeah you should!" He says
L- sounds good! When's the shoot though because I won't have a bump for a while
Lisa: not for another 4 months!
L- good I'll be 28 weeks by then!  Thank you so much!
"I'm gunna head out" cam says.
"Have an amazing time" I smile, I'm glad he's going out with his friends.
"Love you" he says kissing my head and leaves.
*camerons pov*
I got in my car and drove to the party, it was at a huge house, a little bigger than mine and lillys.
I walk in and it smelled strongly of alcohol which I hated but was used to.
"Hey man!" Kian says who was already wasted.
"Hey" I say moving past him to nash.
"Bro try this" he says handing me a cup. He knew I didn't like alcohol and he's never tried to make me drink it so I knew it would be fine and I drank it.
*lillys pov*
While cameron was at the party I decided to bake. I loved baking but everytime I did now, cameron would turn it into a food fight.
*hour later*
I got a text from jc.
Jc- ummm so cameron might be a little drunk....
Cameron drunk? Hah yeah right.
L- lol okay jc😂
JC- I'm serious.
L- how? He like, refuses to drink!
Jc: we're all pretty drunk but cameron is waaasted, you should probably come get him.
L- okay I'll be there in a second
I got into my car and was worried. Cam always told me how his dad was abusive when he was drunk and I was praying that cam wasn't the same way.
I got to the house and as I pulled up I see kian and nash bringing cameron out.
"Thanks guys" I say as they strap his seatbelt.
"How'd he get drunk anyways" I ask
"I just wanted him to have some fun..." Nash says
"You do realize how mad he will be?" I ask.
"Lills lets go f*ck" cameron says and I hold in my laugh.
"I need to get this one to bed" I say
"Bye lilly" kian says and I drive away
"I don't wanna go to bed" he pouts.
"Drink this" I say handing him a water bottle.
"No!" He tells throwing it out the window.
"Cameron!" I say and I see light flashing behind me.
"Shit" I say and pull over.
I say there anxiously and rolled down my window.
"Littering and that was also very dangerous for a driver behind you" the man says and I show him my license.
"Sorry it's my drunk boyfriend and I tried to make him drink water but he threw it" I say.
"I'm gunna let you slide. I've actually done the same thing before" he laughs.
"Thankyou" I say and Drive away.